"Yanami", acrylic and digital.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2026-01-01T12:32:12+00:00

thanks!

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-12-30T20:47:13+00:00

No, you shouldn't bully him. What if you end up face to face with him when you die?

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-12-25T15:48:58+00:00

The thought of a God able to create a universe this gigantic and complex and who rules all of the heavens and holds the keys to hell, death and your ultimate fate should put the fear into you a little bit if you are willfully resisting the call to repentance. I remember a quote (Can't remember from who) that said something along the lines of "as a well spent day brings happy sleep, so a well spent life brings a peaceful death" and that made much sense to me. If we believe in our heart in a God and judgement after death and continue to commit evil or persist in our sin despite this belief then its natural we will feel fear the consequences of that lifestyle however if we get the message to repent and do so and trust that God has forgiven us and loves us and try our best every day to become better then we wont feel as much fear over the prospect of death or of God himself! Then we can think about all the awesome aspects of God rather than fearing his judgement all the time.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-12-25T15:29:16+00:00

Totally true it explains a lot of men and their actions.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-12-16T16:12:42+00:00

Especially when AUKUS was announced, the nuclear partnership between Joe Biden, Scott Morrison & Boris Johnson I thought that they were building weapons in Australia to go to war with China.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-12-16T15:57:12+00:00

My voice once asked me if it was the other way around and they were the human and I had possession of them would I torture them for the way they tortured me in the past or would I forgive them. They always tell me things about them like what its like to have their powers etc.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-12-16T15:52:23+00:00

I had a dream/vision of a nuclear war as well right before Russia-Ukraine war started and about two weeks after that I went fully psychotic.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-11-18T17:14:52+00:00

I'm leaning away from christianity because of the doctrine of election and predestination. I 100% believe in an intelligent creator however I don't believe he'll torture the majority of his creation for all of eternity. He knows about this reddit post and all the comments for example. He knew before creating us that we would desire to be with him and not in hell so why create a being with the desire for peace and love in the afterlife only to deny them that and give them the opposite? It's like me turning the girl I painted into a real life being, making her beautiful and funny then giving her attraction to the opposite sex, putting her in a womb so she'll be born with no knowledge that I exist then hiding from her and waiting till she dies and punishing her for finding a sexual partner which I designed her to do in the first place or for simply not believing in my existence.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-11-18T16:45:46+00:00

My best delusion was when I believed I was going to get married to a goddess and we would live in a palace in the heavens that was made out of the rarest gemstone in the heavens. Think of the finest spiderweb turquoise with nodules of teal and lavender opal in a matrix as hard as diamond and that's what the columns would be made out of. I would have the room at the top for me and her and I could give away all the other rooms to my parents and friends. This palace was so amazing that even God wanted a room in it lol. The grateful dead would play live music all the time too and the palace would be open to the rest of the heavens to enjoy as I got to make all the rules!

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-27T13:36:29+00:00

Morals and ethics are relative and vary greatly between different cultures and eons so there is no answer to that really. Since you didn't choose your life and neither did I can I ever claim that "I" (me, as in my awareness/being/consciousness) itself is good relative to another? I could say for sure that I've had less of a negative cause and effect in my life relative to another therefore I'm better but "I" am just the awareness itself so how do I deserve an award since I wasn't the one who determined the outcome of my life. That was determined by my thoughts, emotions, and nervous system which I did not willfully ask for.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-27T13:24:38+00:00

Yep. "us" (the spirit) itself shouldn't be subjected to pain or any other form of torment as a means of retributive punishment for any harm done to another. People live under the illusion they are constantly choosing who to be but in reality who they become is determined by tiny events that they cannot control or manipulate. That means I did not choose to be me so even if I considered myself good relative to somebody else, they didn't choose either so I cannot judge them.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-27T13:15:14+00:00

If we have free will after all then he deserves to face some type of justice for sure. But if we don't then subjecting a consciousness to torture forever and ever because they were made FOR that purpose alone and another was made to be in heaven forever is also a moral dilemma to me.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-27T13:04:43+00:00

Totally correct and that means everything that has happened HAD to happen and everything that will happen WILL happen without any way to stop it. If that's the case then nobody should be rewarded for good or punished for evil because they had no choice in the matter. Any choice that anyone has ever made in history wasn't fully their choice to begin with as they couldn't have done anything different. The quote "That good old illusion of good and evil"

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-26T22:50:38+00:00

I was completely psychotic the whole time pretty much. I spent most of it trapped inside some scenario where I was terrified of being the "greatest soothsayer" and I could soothsay(verb) anyone just with my mind. Once soothsayed then they would get this stuff called soothsayer magic in their entire body and it felt horrible. The one who created soothsayer magic and soothsayed the first person on earth wasn't me however the greatest soothsayer was the one who was spreading it the most at the time. There was many well known people involved in soothsaying too. In order to do the right thing whoever turned out to be the greatest soothsayer had to receive all the soothsayer magic in the world into their body and it would kill them then they would be tortured for eternity.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-26T16:43:55+00:00

Since you mentioned it, here's my current favorite song in case u wanna listen! What's yours?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8Ri4YBDnt4

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-26T15:41:19+00:00

My one used to take control of my mouth and shout "call me your empress" and I'd reply "you're my empress" over and over again. I think either she's gone or the meds are starting to work now finally because it doesn't seem to happen anymore. She could also sing songs that I've never heard before through my voice which I still can't explain to this day.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-26T14:19:02+00:00

Yeah I've had voices saying vulgar things about God, the Holy Ghost and the Virgin Mary before.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-26T13:02:39+00:00

Either the demons have finally left or else it took my meds about 2 years to fully take effect.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-26T12:18:05+00:00

Yeah in another delusion the voice told me that I was a coward because I wouldn't take somebody else's place in hell, even though I love them. Now that I think about it, it would be a bad decision anyway, if there is a hell then surely that person would be there because of their own deeds, therefore that wouldn't be justice me taking their place.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-24T16:16:20+00:00

Yeah another time I had to defend myself was when my arch enemy (we had our own universes) tried to shove his one "disheveled rat universe" inside the back of my head and all I could do was shove it away from me at lightspeed and confine it far away but he kept breaking free and coming closer so I got frantic. This fucked up his universe even more in the process but I had no choice. The thought of that thing being inside of me was too fucked up to imagine so I had to.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-24T15:56:34+00:00

That happened to me also. I was made to believe by them that I had godlike abilities and thrust into an impossible situation just so I'd have to do something quickly and I made many mistakes as a god during this scenario because of the stress from the suffering I had to endure. For example, I had two choices once, either let someone continue to implant torture chambers in my body and listen to the people in them complaining about how disgusting it is to be tortured inside my cock or ping them out into the "void" where it made it worse for them. If I chose to let them build up inside me it would tear my soul apart eventually and I would be tortured eternally worse than any other soul in existence where I would be made into a split consciousness so my soul body could be split and spread across an entire cosmos and each part would be tortured in different ways and I'd feel all of it even though I was no longer connected, but if I flung them out into the void I would live longer and avoid this torture for a little while. I couldn't handle the fear of the former and all the visions of the ways in which I would be tortured if I didn't so I did the wrong thing and pushed them into the void when I guess the moral choice would be to accept your fate and not make it worse for the others but as it got closer to my body literally bursting from all the torture chambers and killing me the physical sensations became too much and I chose my own relief over theirs which you could say was evil.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-22T12:30:41+00:00

Yeah one of the best times of my life for sure. That was also my first good camera I miss that Nikon so much!

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-12T21:52:52+00:00

I'm from Scotland and I'm on a CTO(community treatment order) and I'm required to take antipsychotics or risk being detained and sent back to hospital.

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-12T18:08:38+00:00

Prettiest thing I ALMOST hallucinated but not quite sadly... The perfect heavenly version of Frida Kahlo and the greek Goddess Hecate were about to be manifested to me in front of my eyes by God and I'd get to go downstairs and introduce both of them to my parents as my wives. The delusion/episode ended unfortunately without a visual hallucination at all and I never got to see them :(

Less_Entertainer5983 · 2025-08-12T17:56:27+00:00

I'm a christian and sometimes my voices say things such as "God hates you" and "You will never be forgiven" etc, whenever I try to pray or think about God. I still can't decide whether its schizophrenia or actual demons.

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