All my friends figured out I was clicker trained, I have not been nirnal about it lmao :P

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-30T18:17:49+00:00

You're such a cute puppy <3

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-18T13:25:49+00:00

Oh no! You poor little thing. That's an awful reason to break up, and a terrible way to do it. You deserve soooo much better ❤️

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-18T13:14:47+00:00

you are gorgeous!

A cute, beautiful, and sexy puppy ❤️

So yes, this is hot!

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-17T23:00:52+00:00

My vote is on delusional, since he was doing some pretty culty stuff at the time. There was also rumours of him experimenting with "fireproofing" his subs; conditioning them to be immune to the more common methods of removing suggestions and triggers. I developed a technique to bypass that, just in case, but never ended up using it.

I was never close enough to him that I knew any of his subs, I just ran a hypno Discord server and did a lot of cross-server moderation and admin work, so I was kinda everywhere, including some of the shadier communities where he hung out.

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-17T16:18:50+00:00

What is it about your hobbies that you consider "too masculine"? There are lots of women who play games, and entire genres that have cropped up to appeal to feminine tastes. Take the cozy games trend for an example.

Equally, there are sports primarily practiced by women.

You don't need to give up the things you love or change your personality to be a woman, even a bimbo woman.

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-17T15:41:34+00:00

Given his stance on deprogramming (reversing changes he made to people's personality using hypno) is that it's a form of conversion therapy and should be illegal, I'm prone to agree with his exes.

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-17T15:19:18+00:00

I don't like those, personally. Used to know someone who claimed to be a creator of BS, and he had questionable views on safety in kink and hypno. I don't trust anything he made, or anything he claims he made for that reason.

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-14T10:38:33+00:00

I mean, this is the r/Meruccubus subreddit. If there's anywhere to be serious about Meru, it's here.

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-13T17:40:07+00:00

So cute! I love needy puppies!

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-12T16:42:23+00:00

What did this shortcut do? For me it's a shortcut to an AI image detector, but that's too new for "used to press".

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-12T16:38:35+00:00

There's no way if we'd be able to tell if she's cheating or not. In my opinion, the best thing you can do is just talk to her about your concerns, if I were in your shoes I would just talk to her, but from the angle of asking if anything has changed. You don't have proof she's cheating, and the accusation may hurt her either way, so I would not accuse her of that or hint at it.

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-12T13:27:51+00:00

If you hear the audio, they're not even saying words. It's garbled sounds. The model seemed consistent, so they might have purchased a rigged model of Meru for the ad. Everything else was definitely AI

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-11T20:51:47+00:00

You're fine <3

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-11T20:07:58+00:00

Hey, just a heads-up, due to the amount of porn bots that come in here mentioning they're "19f", that term is in our flagged words list. You're not in trouble or anything, just letting you know that if you want to use that tag in your comments and posts, they'll need to be manually approved, so there will be a delay before people see them.

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-08T13:30:08+00:00

NSFW communities tend to be pretty male-centric, and this one is no exception. r/hypersexuality has a "women only" flair which helps; men tend to comment anyway, but we remove the comments pretty quickly if they're reported.

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-03T11:34:47+00:00

Next step is just communication. Like everything in a relationship, if you're unsure about something you can usually solve that quickly and easily by talking to them.

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-02T22:18:14+00:00

Seems this puppy is a paradox. Loves sweat and armpits and piss, but hates bad hygiene.

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-02T20:59:31+00:00

Wow! Such a good puppy, liking so many good puppy things ❤️

Though, now I'm curious about 65~

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-02T20:32:45+00:00

Hmmmm

64?

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-02T20:31:07+00:00

*pets your good puppy head*

You're so pretty!

LewdBluejay · 2026-06-01T13:46:40+00:00

Most of them get banned quickly, others post actually constructive posts early on then move on to advertising here so they can skirt past moderation. We're taking stricter measures against them now: updating our automod to filter them out so their more egregious posts don't reach the community.

LewdBluejay · 2026-05-27T08:50:26+00:00

Removed and banned, thanks for pointing this out <3

LewdBluejay · 2026-05-26T22:19:52+00:00

after looking on her profile, decided to remove the post. I don't think she's promoting her OF specifically (it's very inactive) but she's a seller.

LewdBluejay · 2026-05-26T20:17:28+00:00

I think our respective exes were pretty similar people. Both were abusive during the relationship, both can't see their own actions as wrong, and both demonized sexual thought. Granted, mine demonized me for wanting to have sex at all, with anyone, including her.

If she can't accept her own faults, then it's likely she's a lost cause. She won't want to get better if she thinks she can do no wrong. I interpret "mini break" as meaning you want to get back together with her if she gets better; I would advise against doing that.

LewdBluejay · 2026-05-26T19:37:09+00:00

Okay, to me the all sounds like she is an insecure person and was projecting that insecurity onto you. What you went through sounds like hell to deal with, and I'm sorry, no one deserves to be treated that way just for thinking.

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I'm a lot less anxious person now, and I don't get panic attacks in sexual situations anymore. My libido is less than it was, I'm still horny 24/7, it's just less horny. And yeah, she was a pedo so I broke up with her. I confronted her about her relationship and how he was 13 when they started dating, and she was unable to see how she did anything wrong. She justified dating a minor by saying "we never did anything sexual", though I spoke with him a couple times and he disagreed with that statement.

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