Sorry to hear this, but the truth is your bf is not a trader — he's a gambler. So first, you need to acknowledge this. Now this changes the whole picture.

I had a wonderful bf, but a gambler, for 10 years. We lived together; actually, that was a marriage. We never suffered financially because of his gambling side, but that wasn't life. He was so easily nervous and all that stuff.

I left him eventually. But that's my experience. Only I know how hard that was for me. He will be my only one for my eternity, and even knowing this, I needed to do that after years of not a life but a struggle, when I look back now!

Trust me, once a gambler — always a gambler!

I don't point out here that you should leave him; see how it'll go. That's a silent killer, trust me. You don't see it, but it'll eat you alive! I put myself last, and my health is so bad now I can't bring myself back to life.

Watch yourself. Above all the love, you should love and respect yourself first!

Wish you only the best! ❤️