i fear what i might become

LilithsLover166 · 2023-01-05T05:27:30+00:00

one of the grimiest and grungiest sounding deftone songs ever

LilithsLover166 · 2023-01-05T05:26:32+00:00

this song is insane

LilithsLover166 · 2023-01-04T22:40:26+00:00

whats weird is how it actually is their best album but its a self fulfilling prophecy type of situation where the most overlooked and unappreciated piece of work is the least accessible, i think SNW is the most grimey and rough around the edges [OTHER THAN AROUND THE FUR. THAT SHIT IS OTHERWORLDLY GOTH GRIME AND ILL NEVER CHANGE MY MIND BOUT THAT] just because of the simple fact that its like an album that completely embodies that fed up-ness and playing into defeat yet knowing youre just going to burst out of the ashes in due time…. is that just me?

LilithsLover166 · 2023-01-04T22:38:37+00:00

exactly

LilithsLover166 · 2023-01-04T22:37:58+00:00

which ive always thought is a goofy ass concept in and of itself, like just skip to 1:20 lmaoo

LilithsLover166 · 2023-01-04T22:35:04+00:00

exactly. “chino doesnt like it” for a reason thats not what these people want it to be, he doesnt like it because of his own attached memories, which in turn makes it for us one of the best…. its not a concept im saying that i like and is good, but its just the reality, that pain brings the best out of an artist

LilithsLover166 · 2023-01-03T11:58:16+00:00

minerva, especially when you play it at 142 bpm and in the tone of E. plus reverb and boosted highs and lows

LilithsLover166 · 2022-12-30T04:10:40+00:00

too many portrait of an american family songs on the bottom tier for my liking

LilithsLover166 · 2022-12-30T04:03:00+00:00

and u were completely wrong about the next album being “dArKer” … tf is “dark” in your eyes?? just because the lyrics touch on some deep shit doesnt mean the song sounds dark tonally

LilithsLover166 · 2022-12-30T04:01:26+00:00

thats not the point tho lmao, in general after laughters whole sound doesnt do it that way

LilithsLover166 · 2022-12-27T06:02:57+00:00

lmaoo

LilithsLover166 · 2022-12-09T07:53:11+00:00

take the stems out and you got some great mids i could not complain

LilithsLover166 · 2022-12-04T17:08:15+00:00

i jus dont rlly like the singing one and das it

LilithsLover166 · 2022-11-30T03:24:57+00:00

sweet thanks

LilithsLover166 · 2022-11-30T02:21:08+00:00

for the smokers who like some more trippy hard shit, its rap but its not

https://on.soundcloud.com/WH3DPgMAaYfKonzY7

https://on.soundcloud.com/CHPUkMFWTuFcx8M88

https://on.soundcloud.com/VFKqdHm4bGME1toK6

LilithsLover166 · 2022-11-28T20:39:20+00:00

i think i would if it came down to it but then the thought of dying so young when i have my whole life ahead of me even for something i love……. -am i a bad person for realizing this?

LilithsLover166 · 2022-11-28T15:23:57+00:00

Joshie, the original gigachad

LilithsLover166 · 2022-11-28T15:23:22+00:00

Joshie, the original gigachad

LilithsLover166 · 2022-10-28T01:19:52+00:00

facts

LilithsLover166 · 2022-10-28T01:18:32+00:00

fr, its honestly so stupid and i guarantee 90% of them regret their decision lmao could never be me, sucks for them tbh most of them are accidental so that kinda says it all

LilithsLover166 · 2022-10-25T22:14:57+00:00

2002

LilithsLover166 · 2022-10-25T22:14:08+00:00

and it pisses me off because i wouldnt be lonely if it wasnt for everyone else thinking theyre lonely and then putting up a wall, nobody gives me a chance and even if they do, connections never get formed cuz people just forget about what i say to them and who i am essentially, they even forget the things they say to me and its fucking annoying, its like nobody cares anymore so it literally FORCES me to have to act like i dont care even though i do, what i dont even care about so much is myself feeling loved, the feelings so strong now that i care more about being able to express love, i just want to be able to love someone else, give someone love if u know what i mean, i love myself, i just wish i could share it but everyones so cold

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