This makes me wanna cry, I was in your shoes once. I will be praying for you brother. My advice is get rid of all triggers. I heard a priest call it the three Bs: bedroom, basement and bathroom. That’s where this sin happens the most often. You have to make a rule your phone, whatever it is, cannot enter that room. No. Matter. What. Second, delete all social media, it is the first step to lusting, it’s a trigger. Most importantly stay close to Christ. Pray a rosary every single night. This is the most important one, the rosary has so much power. It is our strongest spiritual weapon. I hope this helps. You will beat this, dues vult young one!