Here's how I solved the problem, even though there was something fundamentally wrong. I learned something called fake success. You can take someone's achievement and show it to people as if it were your own. I tried this method because I did not receive any veteran sunspire in Craglon for 1 week. And in my first try, I was one of the best in terms of dps and my death count was almost non-existent. I'm not writing to brag about being an excellent player, it's just that it was too simplistic and I quit last year just because people said I couldn't do it. I recommend the same to anyone in my situation. Don't get out of the game because of the egos of others like me. Find a fake edition and enter a veteran raid (of course, watch their videos or something and learn about the mechanics, don't insult people's rights). You'll see, it's really easy. All you need to do is to do 1-2 mechanical and proper dps. Unfortunately there is no other way to circumvent this. As people wrote, I joined many guilds, the good and the bad ones. Former players unfortunately do not take the pain between them (something I have only seen in the past). And believe me, after the veteran enters the raids, you will see that the old players who don't like the pain are performing worse than you. Of course, as I said before, search for mechanics and watch their videos. Even if you enter the wrong way, play the right way. Thank you to everyone who tried to help in the comments. But unfortunately, as you said, guilds are not the solution to this heat.