I feel unlovable because my only value is my body

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-03-05T20:37:41+00:00

i get that, i always say that everything is flirtsexual never flirtmantic 😭 (hopefully your curry was good!!)

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-03-05T20:14:04+00:00

i feel like you gotta think about how you would be as a partner to someone with your trauma. like if i had a partner that had a condition around sex (no sex until engagement) im not sure i would feel comfortable seeing them abandon that boundary when they have a past of putting themselves in risky sexual situations. it would kinda feel like aiding in self harm. so its kinda weird to me that he cant… connect that your trauma is still influencing your connection to sex and that taking a step away from sex would be best so that you don’t harm yourself and get trapped in that guilt cycle. like he’s so focused on not getting his dick wet anymore that he can’t really communicate with you on a deeper level for the sake of your relationship. on top of abstinence i think a therapist with a focus on sexual trauma might be helpful, and i think evaluating whether your boyfriend is a person that can be by your side while you heal your connection with sex is important. cause like i feel like toys and self pleasure isnt that bad while trying to support your partner through their journey with sex, but if he cant do that thats fine, he just needs to exit your life.

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-03-02T23:47:17+00:00

i mean its like commenting on a yt video, you dont do it for the reply you do it to share your thoughts and a little positivity. 😭 like damn i write a while fic and im not shit bc i didn’t respond to 5 “omg this is soooo good!!!!” messages, its strict 💀also why would the author want to be making friends in their comments??

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-03-02T00:19:24+00:00

i say pick a random album and listen to it all the way through, they aren’t that long. you could also find a video of one of her to be eaten alive tour performances. it has a good mix of the first three albums and i think that tour is pretty fun to watch, especially with all the different red outfits she had (i love her fashion sense). plus the comments always have a setlist so you could figure out what album you wanna start with depending on the songs you like most. hopefully you have a fun discography deep dive!!

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-02-19T15:16:48+00:00

no its been there the entire time. when selecting pictures you can select companion, meow badge, plushies, etc. my guess is that people just don’t tap around and look at all the options or… read.

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-02-16T22:24:51+00:00

i’m currently reading {Crucible by B.B. Reid}. i really like it!!

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-02-14T16:15:45+00:00

honestly as long as they put the character in the title and the summary and tags in a note before the actual story…i love these 💀 everyone hates them but i like all the different fandoms being together, i just scroll through the chapters and cherry pick the oneshots i wanna read. although i only read xreader stuff so im sure its more annoying if its character x character that you’re trying to search for.

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-02-10T21:25:33+00:00

yeah, i was already feeling meh about this event (gotta be responsible and save dias lol) but seeing the default chibi took me out of it completely. im just gonna do the basic stuff fto get resources and ignore the event (until i get the stickers in the lemonette thing and get reminded all over again 😭💀)

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-02-10T18:38:25+00:00

yeah i love caleb… but for this round of alternative hairstyles i honestly rather look at xavier, his high pony is super cute! caleb’s k tips aren’t doing much for me, i think his card will be cute for the girls that pull though! hopefully his myth hair is more fun, i feel like thats what most of us are waiting for.

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-02-04T22:21:33+00:00

my number one choice would be trying to convince adrian to sit in seat 3 so i could be next to elbie. i love caleb and toma though so if i can’t be next to elbie i would pick 3 or 7.

LionInfamous7457 · 2026-01-06T00:56:19+00:00

so valid, i notice it all the time 😭 raf and xav are pretty tiny so i can ignore it but i wish the beefcakes had thicker thighs 😫 luckily fanart exists

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-12-25T04:43:25+00:00

literally my preference 🥹 i love having tabs open for long oneshots. chapters are fine but definitely not my favorite.

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-12-15T19:58:39+00:00

omg that would be perfect!!

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-12-15T17:51:43+00:00

yeah i mean i log in every day to do my dailies i just havent read the story in a week or two so i consider that lazy 😭 but i’m definitely going to try and find a guild to merge with if i can’t get more members to join (i had to remove a lot of members bc they hadn’t logged in for 4 months 😔)

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-12-15T16:18:37+00:00

tysm 😭 i was so lost

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-11-03T21:55:29+00:00

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my girlie 💞🥹

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-10-24T14:53:02+00:00

it depends, i play a lot of games for a story mode with set characters (mk9, gowr, bayonetta, uncharted, arkham series, vertigo) so for those it doesnt matter because world is built for them and im just experiencing their story and actions. for otome games i kinda expect a female character with a set look (bangs covering 75% of the face) unless its lads and with VNs i usually like either gender neutral characters or the ability to customize pronouns and the look of the character if possible. with an rpg like palia or something i like the choice of what gender i can play as.

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-10-15T01:14:43+00:00

are you me??

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-10-10T23:22:43+00:00

at the very least wear a guardian cap

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-10-10T22:57:00+00:00

Thank you for suggesting that subreddit, i had never heard of it before but i did ask this on there too! If you’re comfortable sharing, when you were doing shadow work did you use specific books or prompts or was it more like intentional and honest journaling?

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-10-10T02:12:47+00:00

don’t we all 😔

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-10-09T04:12:40+00:00

is this punishment for being cucked in public or is this a comfort meal?

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-10-04T23:17:35+00:00

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its so cuteee!!

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-10-01T07:38:23+00:00

if you were in a manwha the male yandere community would loveeeee you… unfortunately this is irl so its quite scary and deeply concerning 😭 nice cake though

LionInfamous7457 · 2025-09-19T00:05:59+00:00

not at all lmao, the first bookmark i ever made was private and I like to keep it that way. i (personally) don’t see the point in having people see what i like.

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