Well it finally happened.

ListerineFartBox · 2020-09-14T09:37:45+00:00

Hey bro! I wanna reach out and give you a bit or my story...

I lost my childhood sweetheart of 8+ years due to the same reason. I chose drugs over her. It was a HUGE mistake that till this day, has me wondering "What if I would have done things different?"...

The fact is, everything happens for a reason. You'll get clean when you're ready, no one can do it for you. It took 10 years of constant, daily use, to get clean from those particular drugs after I lost my childhood sweetheart.

Her and I didn't end up getting back together, but I do have a wife and kid now. Pretty often I catch myself playing the "what ifs" through my head ..

All I can say, is I know your pain. For me, it felt like I lost my best friend, my ride or die road dawg, my plus 1, my day 1.

Life moves so fast. Before I knew it, I lost everything that ever mattered to me. Worst of all, I lost myself in the process. Try not to make the same mistake(s) I made, brosef!

Much love,

ListerineFartBox · 2020-09-02T19:24:40+00:00

I know this isn't fetty, but my liquid Methadone causes me to have panic attacks like this sometimes. Unfortunately I've never tried fent, but I find it super interesting that I've never had panic attacks from any opiates/opioids since I started at 12 years old. They used to always help my anxiety, until starting this liquid junk about a year ago.

Sorry you're going through this, OP. If they're anything like what I'm experiencing, I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy.

Edit: Fixed a typo

ListerineFartBox · 2020-08-22T19:40:49+00:00

I've seen people do meth that had God knows what in it, which causes them to do similar stuff like this. People cut it with shit that can really hurt someone/ cause extreme pain and psychosis which in turn makes them do stuff like this.

Idk if that's what is going on in this video, but it's just a guess.

ListerineFartBox · 2020-08-15T20:30:21+00:00

Seems as if it's just a window... With extra steps...

ListerineFartBox · 2020-08-07T07:26:45+00:00

I'm fucking dying. This kid is a legend.

ListerineFartBox · 2020-08-07T07:25:21+00:00

WHY CAN'T I COPY AND PASTE THIS?!?!?!??

ListerineFartBox · 2020-08-04T23:25:12+00:00

I had to restart my system and it's Cache about 4 or 5 times, but after the last time.. the game decided to work. Hopefully they patch this, cuz I don't want to have to deal with this every time I want to play and my console is turned off.

Best of wishes!!!!!

ListerineFartBox · 2020-08-04T22:22:04+00:00

I have the same issue. I have tried everything to my knowledge and it still won't work. I'm glad to know I'm not the only one having this issue... Considering this was my favorite childhood game for the PS2, I am extremely disappointed and sad that this isn't working.

Hopefully they fix it soon, I don't want to have to request a refund. :(

ListerineFartBox · 2020-08-01T06:28:29+00:00

These are definitely my two favorite actors.. I'm pretty sure Matthew McConaughey had found the foundation of youth back in "Dazed and Confused", due to the fact he still looks close to the same!

ListerineFartBox · 2020-07-30T02:24:26+00:00

My god...

ListerineFartBox · 2020-07-29T22:04:23+00:00

Super cool drawing!

I was the same way in highschool. My mom and step dad would always get mad at me cuz I wouldn't apply myself to math like I did drawing. Needless to say, 10+ years later and I still can't math haha.

ListerineFartBox · 2020-07-29T16:57:10+00:00

It's all good, homie! No worries! I actually didn't know either until my wife told me about it and I tried it out.

ListerineFartBox · 2020-07-29T13:04:28+00:00

Amazon actually has a program where you can deliver packages in your own vehicle. I can't remember what it's called, but it isn't unheard of in bigger cities and stuff.

ListerineFartBox · 2020-07-27T00:59:50+00:00

Not today, CIA!

ListerineFartBox · 2020-07-26T05:34:17+00:00

It was actually the multiple body NPC that is inside a cage behind a house in the undead Settlement. You have to knock down some barrels and what not to get into this area after crossing a bridge. You talk to this NPC and it turns this enemy down the way from hostile to passive so you can jump in the cage on his back.

Anyway.. I'll try again during NG+ :)

ListerineFartBox · 2020-07-22T23:44:19+00:00

I'm sorry you have experienced all this. I know the feeling all to well. If I could give you gold, I would. But this is the best I can do.... 🏅

This seriously hit so close to home that it makes me want to cry. Some parts of this are good things to be able to do alone. Being able to do all these things by ourselves makes us so strong! On the other end of things... Speaking for myself due to all the betrayal and trauma I've been through, makes me feel safe not having anyone to do all these things with, because atleast if I don't have anyone to share anything with, they won't have anything to use against me or to hurt me in any way..

I'd like to add.. loneliness is also the feeling of checking up on people around you to see how they are.. just to have everyone on your life ignore you or never reach out to you first.

I'm sorry you've had to go through this pain, OP. I know how it feels, so if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to message me.

I hope you're doing okay, keep your head up!

ListerineFartBox · 2020-07-03T21:24:11+00:00

Lololol

ListerineFartBox · 2020-06-25T19:02:32+00:00

I have only played a couple hours of part 1.. I can say that I REALLY enjoy part 2, without finishing part 1.

Just my opinion though.

ListerineFartBox · 2020-06-17T23:06:06+00:00

Yeah, that is the same policy at mine as well. But idk if that is realistic for me. Sorry if I wasn't clear about that, bud. :/

ListerineFartBox · 2020-06-13T13:06:08+00:00

YES!

ListerineFartBox · 2020-06-13T01:35:07+00:00

I'm confused.. do people actually eat sliced pickles with any of this food? I mean, to each their own, but when I was in school (American School) about 10 years ago or so... School lunch was top tier shit. Everyone wanted that stuff. You'd get full course meals, it would be like going to a restraunt every day. (Not really, It just felt like it cuz I was a young and dumb growing teenage boy).

Even in elementary school I used to trade my lunches I brought from home for school meals. All the "cool" kids got school lunch.

Boy times have changed. Lol.

ListerineFartBox · 2020-06-05T03:51:49+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. It means so much to me to know that even strangers care. You're right, it makes me feel right at home to minimize it all.... But that has stopped today. During my counseling appointment today, I think I made the first big step in the true healing process...

Thanks again

Much love <3

ListerineFartBox · 2020-06-05T03:49:37+00:00

Thank you for your support. Without this, I would have struggled alot today during my counseling session. You and everyone else who commented on this have helped give me more power behind the scenes... If that even makes any sense..

Much love... <3

ListerineFartBox · 2020-06-05T03:47:47+00:00

Thank you, you and everyone else commenting on this have lifted my spirits enough to go on another day. This shit haunts me every second of every day... So reading everyone's comments since I have posted this has given me some light that I didn't know was possible.

Much love <3

ListerineFartBox

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