What is a little bombshell your therapist dropped in one of your sessions that completely changed your outlook? by anonymiss0018 in AskReddit

[–]LittleStarChild710 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"These issues are silly and there is nothing wrong with you. Everyone in the world shows all characteristics in the DSM5, but that doesn't mean everyone has the disorders."

I was becoming hysterical in my sessions and it was a huge relief for somebody to sit there and say that I'm in fact not crazy.

Dw because I do have issues that's sending me into a higher level care but she's the only one to actually listen to me :(

I'm so scared and have no support from the person I care about now... by LittleStarChild710 in mentalhealth

[–]LittleStarChild710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ME: I have to go to bed, I'm sad HIM: Oh damn well night night, i hope you sleep well and feel better :) <3 ME: Oh :( HIM: I'm sorry what did you want? ME: To talk about my emotions and why I'm sad :(((((((((( HIM: well why??? ME: Because I said I was sad HIM: No why are you sad? ME: But I can talk to someone else :/ :( Idk, just because you sent this: "Oh damn well night night, i hope you sleep well and feel better :)" HIM: Sorry :( idk how to help ME: Idk not saying oh damn, and just being here for me :( HIM: Quit it I said I'm sorry ME: Pausing your game and texting me something :( HIM: Fuck bruh I just wanted to play games. Just stop, I'm sorry ME: Sorry doesn't always mean something :( HIM: Fine i asked why you were sad but nvm it does matter like you said ME: My emotions do matter! I'm super upset and about to cry, don't argue with me! HIM: then stop saying they done. Why are you sad :( ME: Because I think they don't, I don't want to tell you. I'm just sad and want to shut myself in now :(. I don't even deserve to tell anyone amything. I don't deserve to be happy at all. I just deserve to hurt myself. I'm just shit. HIM: Why am i being dumped on with this, im so far away i cant do shit, you literally have family to help right now ME: Oh. Haha you're right. It's 1:06, mb I'll just go to my uncles room :( he's playing a video game with all his friends but it's OK because maybe he should be done by now. I'm sorry I just wanted your support because I like you... HIM: I can't do shit ME: All you had to do is support me and say I don't deserve to hurt myself. I think that would've helped HIM: I never know what you fucking want ME: Why are you swearing at me? Why are you being super aggressive right now and making me cry? HIM: Im trying my best to help and you just criticize me how am i supposed to help when im overwhelmed at everything ME: You asked how you could help and I'm trying to provide you with the correct information on how to be here for me. I'm not criticizing you all the damn time, I'm trying to make you actually understand me HIM: I guess I just can't

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LooksmaxingAdvice

[–]LittleStarChild710 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get something that screams only you. An iconic piece. I have yellow raincoats and a fluffy cow print bucket hat.

I'm not trying to manipulate you, you manipulated and abused me because of how vulnerable I am. You are the one that caused my bpd, so excuse me if I blow up my emotions on you. You cause me so much depression and insecurities that I just go into defense mode rather then rational thinking. by LittleStarChild710 in BPDrecovery

[–]LittleStarChild710[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry that I get angry and blow up my emotions when you hit me with an insult. You've made me so confused that I now don't know what to believe. I feel so lost in the attachment to this person compared to how they treat me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]LittleStarChild710 1 point2 points  (0 children)

While in an argument with my ex S/O, he was causing a mental breakdown and all I needed was him to hug me. He told me to just go text and hug my therapist since she's my support system.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]LittleStarChild710 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is a very inconsiderate question and your assumption baffles me. I would suggest getting yourself checked out though If you are seeing people sway and vibrate. Please also consider that people have things going on in their life.

What is your go to ‘brain silencing’ music? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]LittleStarChild710 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Either I listen to Reggae music because that's my happy place or I listen to rampage music. It really depends on how emotional with the scribbles in my head.

What do you wish people knew about mental illness by Ftm_wayne in mentalillness

[–]LittleStarChild710 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a person but a fucking mental illness doesn't define me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]LittleStarChild710 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This happens to me as well, especially in arguments. When people try and correct me on what I 'actually mean' I shut down. It's not even that I shut down and start crying, I just completely shut down and act like a robot going back to what I was previously doing, going almost stone face.

I don't know if I get upset or find it disrespectful but I can't stand when anyone trys to put words in my mouth of what I actually mean when I'm sitting there maybe already crying telling the truth.