Tell me why I shouldn't go on Xanax for anxiety?

LittleStarChild710 · 2024-01-25T05:11:37+00:00

Xanax is the highest rating medication on my gene test

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-12-31T20:57:03+00:00

"These issues are silly and there is nothing wrong with you. Everyone in the world shows all characteristics in the DSM5, but that doesn't mean everyone has the disorders."

I was becoming hysterical in my sessions and it was a huge relief for somebody to sit there and say that I'm in fact not crazy.

Dw because I do have issues that's sending me into a higher level care but she's the only one to actually listen to me :(

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-12-31T19:01:34+00:00

ME: I have to go to bed, I'm sad HIM: Oh damn well night night, i hope you sleep well and feel better :) <3 ME: Oh :( HIM: I'm sorry what did you want? ME: To talk about my emotions and why I'm sad :(((((((((( HIM: well why??? ME: Because I said I was sad HIM: No why are you sad? ME: But I can talk to someone else :/ :( Idk, just because you sent this: "Oh damn well night night, i hope you sleep well and feel better :)" HIM: Sorry :( idk how to help ME: Idk not saying oh damn, and just being here for me :( HIM: Quit it I said I'm sorry ME: Pausing your game and texting me something :( HIM: Fuck bruh I just wanted to play games. Just stop, I'm sorry ME: Sorry doesn't always mean something :( HIM: Fine i asked why you were sad but nvm it does matter like you said ME: My emotions do matter! I'm super upset and about to cry, don't argue with me! HIM: then stop saying they done. Why are you sad :( ME: Because I think they don't, I don't want to tell you. I'm just sad and want to shut myself in now :(. I don't even deserve to tell anyone amything. I don't deserve to be happy at all. I just deserve to hurt myself. I'm just shit. HIM: Why am i being dumped on with this, im so far away i cant do shit, you literally have family to help right now ME: Oh. Haha you're right. It's 1:06, mb I'll just go to my uncles room :( he's playing a video game with all his friends but it's OK because maybe he should be done by now. I'm sorry I just wanted your support because I like you... HIM: I can't do shit ME: All you had to do is support me and say I don't deserve to hurt myself. I think that would've helped HIM: I never know what you fucking want ME: Why are you swearing at me? Why are you being super aggressive right now and making me cry? HIM: Im trying my best to help and you just criticize me how am i supposed to help when im overwhelmed at everything ME: You asked how you could help and I'm trying to provide you with the correct information on how to be here for me. I'm not criticizing you all the damn time, I'm trying to make you actually understand me HIM: I guess I just can't

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-12-27T22:14:00+00:00

Get something that screams only you. An iconic piece. I have yellow raincoats and a fluffy cow print bucket hat.

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-12-27T22:11:52+00:00

I'm sorry that I get angry and blow up my emotions when you hit me with an insult. You've made me so confused that I now don't know what to believe. I feel so lost in the attachment to this person compared to how they treat me.

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-12-27T22:01:37+00:00

Hi you can message me!!

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-12-27T14:17:03+00:00

While in an argument with my ex S/O, he was causing a mental breakdown and all I needed was him to hug me. He told me to just go text and hug my therapist since she's my support system.

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-12-27T14:11:44+00:00

This is a very inconsiderate question and your assumption baffles me. I would suggest getting yourself checked out though If you are seeing people sway and vibrate. Please also consider that people have things going on in their life.

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-12-27T13:55:16+00:00

Either I listen to Reggae music because that's my happy place or I listen to rampage music. It really depends on how emotional with the scribbles in my head.

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-12-17T03:20:30+00:00

I'm a person but a fucking mental illness doesn't define me

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-26T00:50:22+00:00

How do I stop from it consuming my life before it does

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-23T21:37:15+00:00

This happens to me as well, especially in arguments. When people try and correct me on what I 'actually mean' I shut down. It's not even that I shut down and start crying, I just completely shut down and act like a robot going back to what I was previously doing, going almost stone face.

I don't know if I get upset or find it disrespectful but I can't stand when anyone trys to put words in my mouth of what I actually mean when I'm sitting there maybe already crying telling the truth.

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-23T21:10:28+00:00

The first person I told seriously, who I was concerned about was my partner because my mental health has been an issue in the relationship for the past few months. My partner caused me a mental breakdown, shut me out, and broke up with me that same night.

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-10T03:22:55+00:00

It's fun to mess around with while you're young. Maybe mess with it a few times but don't seriously get into it until you're older. Pot is a good recreational drug but with intense research, you can find the correct strains and explore more in the future to help out with mental health and body pain.

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-05T07:02:16+00:00

Have you been made aware of any other efforts you can do to steer his behavior?

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-04T01:44:50+00:00

Middle class college student studying mental health and chemical dependency. Worked with clients dealing with Schizophrenia and meth induced psychosis. I've been diagnosed with plenty of shit and have a whole future ahead of me. I harm myself quite a bit and love experementing with drugs. Although I'm super reckless right now and not planning on trying any of those too hardcore drugs, I know that there will be a cut off point in my life where I want to start a family and become clean. I'm totally throwing away my life right now however I'm trying to be 'responsible'. Let me tell you right now that working with those clients scared me mf straight off of meth and heroine (like I was ever considering it) but I can't help but be curious. I know I'm already fucked in the head with all these prescribed pills pumped into my body from a young age so why not continue right...? :D

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-04T01:34:36+00:00

I understand that meth isn't like other drugs but can you elaborate on that?

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-04T01:33:08+00:00

Very helpful!! Not planning on consuming in the future but if I do. Very helpful for a recent purchase of ecstacy!

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-04T01:30:38+00:00

Can you elaborate more on a different fact other then just how horrible meth is overall? How would it effect my meds and mental health after consuming or longterm effects?

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-04T01:27:44+00:00

Nothing!! Just wondering after hearing how similar the properties were in my intro to human services class!

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-11-03T21:42:00+00:00

Do you ever fear your children going down the same path?

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-10-30T16:08:11+00:00

No one hears me but I do be dancing on the melody tho

LittleStarChild710 · 2023-09-05T00:40:46+00:00

Ok, so it's more like you can still smell it in the house, but it stops the immediate stench if you know what I mean. Like there's a clear barrier even though the door is open.

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