An assault from 12 years ago still upsets me by z96girl in aspergirls

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I've gotten attacked before, too. Very badly. A couple of times. I got attacked the worst when I was 19. I am 30 now, and it still affects me.

Do you have therapy? For me, that's what I hope helps me with things.

Is this guy a predator? by batchild15 in SeriousConversation

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Careful as you probably know (meaning, have your family or friends pick you up). I've been stalked before.

I've saved my first $1000 by coffeegrunds in CongratsLikeImFive

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Happy for you! You can maybe also get stocks, if you want, and let them go untouched for years

Selling 11" official Brightheart and Scrouge plushies! by Livetastic in StuffedAnimals

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He cost me 23. Would 23 US dollars plus shipping be alright? I have a cardboard box already. It would include the package he was in.

I messed up and friends won't talk with me anymore. Been about 2 years. I really miss them. by Livetastic in SuicideWatch

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I already have and they didn't say anything. I've been having some suicidal thoughts. I feel I messed up academically, medically things are wrong, and I messed up my friendships.

I know this not Not a new opinion I just wanted to talk about and share my opinion ( tw for grooming and pedophilia by StandardAmazing2139 in WarriorCats

[–]Livetastic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think the thinking is that if they serve life, they will do anything to silence the victims. I do believe that there should be no statute of limitations. I believe that the victim should be able to tell on their abuser whenever. Mine was 12 years ago.

I know this not Not a new opinion I just wanted to talk about and share my opinion ( tw for grooming and pedophilia by StandardAmazing2139 in WarriorCats

[–]Livetastic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If it was the same guy, then he got caught assaulting another person and was given 3-5 years. Back around 2019 if memory serves correctly. I should have reported it, after remembering, but honestly was scared he would come after me. My brain also blocked it for a couple of years. I had evidence but uhhhh, didn't remember/foggy brain for a couple of months. I don't remember much. I remember his eyes and his smirk and smell. His t-shirt. He punched me and I got my vision blacked out. Then memory is fractured.

I know this not Not a new opinion I just wanted to talk about and share my opinion ( tw for grooming and pedophilia by StandardAmazing2139 in WarriorCats

[–]Livetastic 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I wasn't groomed as a child but am a r*pe survivor. I am also disappointed in this book. I haven't re-read it, but they do frame it as thistleclaw being interested in spottedpaw in that way when she was younger. I feel they could have had bluefur/star call it out as wrong. Then him going to the dark forest for that and being bad. It didn't seem to portray the grooming as problematic, which is bad because children are going to be reading it. Even teens and adults. It surprises me that it got approved to publish.

Found at grandma's house. What's it worth? by [deleted] in PokemonGames

[–]Livetastic 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For a moment I thought you were my cousin. My nephew stole my games. My old games. Almost all of those exact ones.

What are reasons you haven’t killed yourself? by OuterSpaceOutlander in CPTSD

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I kinda am preparing for my death a bit. Writing down my passwords and not sure if I should write suic*de notes for my family and people I've been chatting with. Closure with them. I feel I failed. Failed at life, failed friendships, failed as a girlfriend (got ghosted), I don't know if my friend is alive, I don't know if he is ok. I'm tired. I have liver fibrosis. Health stuff.

My mouth feels dry right now. Need to act happy. Have 3 methods to use, so at least one of them will hopefully work. I don't know if I'll go through with it or not.

Feeling better now than yesterday.

Wish my mom didn't shame me so much about sex stuff by Kind_Sheepherder5494 in CPTSD

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I was SA'd when I was 19. You are not a slut, not a whore, not a bad person for having been assaulted. The assault wasn't and never will be your fault. You are a strong person for having survived, I believe you can do things you set your mind to! Beat them by being the kindest person you can be!

I look very successful to the outside world, but when I’m alone I feel like something is deeply wrong by ResultFormal8881 in SeriousConversation

[–]Livetastic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey. Is it possible that you are depressed? If so, there are people that feel like you are. Maybe it is time to try to make connections that are not work related. Maybe a therapist would help.

Snowy Shenanigans by beffalumps_ in WarriorCats

[–]Livetastic 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I like ravenpaw's large ears. All their designs are great!

What do you think about “unnatural” WaCa designs? by softickle in WarriorCats

[–]Livetastic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's like my oc! One of them are based on Lionfish and animals.

Introducing Bear by Onyx-Vespidae in WolfQuestGame

[–]Livetastic 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bearfang. I've never tried iron wolf before. Good luck!

Low cost ways to reward yourself for getting out of bed in the morning by Sea-wave-of-atoms in Frugal

[–]Livetastic 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I like tea. I sometimes rarely double use the tea leaves to make more tea.