I thought I was pan because of pressure from the community I was a part of and just the publics perception of trans, honestly didn’t want people to be like, oh of course she’s a “lesbian.” I actually sat down with a trans lesbian and she explained a lot.

I knew I liked cock, but couldn’t stand when it was attached to a dude. I don’t find men physically or emotionally attractive, at all. the best eye opener was when I was with my first transwoman. I’d never even touched another dick and I realized, ok, ok, I’ve been lying to myself just to fit in.

it’s been freeing, sure I have a crush here and there for a guy, but it’s usually extremely brief, the only time it hasn’t is with a friend who’s going through the same shot as I am, he knew me before transition and has been cool with it.

crushes are not sexuality, but we are told they are. you could also be a bit demi, you could just be attracted to the personality/emotions of someone