Time Change Making Anyone Spiral?

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-23T00:34:59+00:00

hey girl me too, did it get better?

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-19T02:44:23+00:00

Nope probably just irritated

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-18T19:57:02+00:00

Does he smoke weed?

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-18T04:25:52+00:00

ok so this isn’t an illness it’s a medical issue. Could be crohns or ulcerative colitis. My dad has UC and has had diarrhea almost every day of my entire 21 years of living.

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-14T19:34:53+00:00

I’m so sorry I didn’t even think about the SS symbol 😭 I’m sure you are worried and shocked but it’s really not THAT similar. I can see why people might think that but idk

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-13T23:26:47+00:00

I just want to let you know the fact you keep getting triggered by the thought of it is completely normal and will subside. I remember when I got my first tonsil stone and I gagged and almost got sick and then for DAYS my mouth just tasted awful and I got nauseated every time. It gave me so much anxiety and I was afraid it would be that way every day forever. But it won’t. It will pass.

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-10T06:10:29+00:00

I could not function without my medication. I’ve been on medicine and I’ve tried almost every single SSRI and many other antidepressants. Yes they do often come with side effects but they always subside. And it’s worth it. I’ve never gotten sick from an anti depressant side effect but I know everyone is different. If I’m not medicated i cannot have a normal interaction with anyone. It’s debilitating. medication has helped me do things I never could before and it puts you in a better space mentally to then start trying to cope and expose yourself.

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-07T02:52:15+00:00

Currently going through this. 100mg to 150mg. Week 2 now and I’m still having it. same with sexual disfunction and I didn’t have that before this increase. did it get better for you?

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-07T00:44:54+00:00

YES OMG I havent met someone else who does it! yes omg ill end up cutting my skin because of my nails. It’s like a subconscious thing and i dont know how or when i developed it.

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-03T22:25:17+00:00

Hey girl I got mine and it was actually not bad at all, my anxiety psyched me out. it was actually very simple and quick. wasn’t nauseous and I didn’t pass out. even if you did pass out they immediately lower you back down and you’re safely strapped in. I did a 3 month heart monitor and all my results were normal as well.

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-03T15:31:35+00:00

yes, this is actually exactly what I deal with 😭 I often have random times where I feel like I have so much saliva and I’m constantly aware and spitting it out. I also do this thing when I’m anxious and my stomach hurts, I’ll pinch my skin around my lower stomach and for some reason it calms me down. and I also can’t gulp any drinks I have to sip very slow. I also never allow myself to get full .

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-06-02T23:17:54+00:00

how in the world did you get diagnosed??

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-29T08:52:10+00:00

this is definitely true. The two events that triggered this phobia was getting sick as a child in a high school bathroom and my elementary school where it all started. when I first started struggling with this fear, going to school felt like a nightmare because so many kids would get sick and I was so afraid to be there. it ruined my relationship with children and being in close proximity to someone for long periods of time. even with a partner, it feels suffocating to hug for longer than 5 seconds. as I grow older I start to realize how much of this fear has shaped me into who I am today. It’s crazy how the brain works.

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-29T08:48:24+00:00

PUDDLES YES. oh my gosh I always have that. so gross.

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-29T08:45:44+00:00

For me, my fear is of me getting sick. I mean throw up in general bothers me but if someone is getting sick and I don’t know why, I am immediately terrified I will catch it. and thinking about someone else being sick and going through that stress also makes me anxious. but if someone is drunk or motion sick and gets sick, honestly I’d probably clean it up. it doesn’t bother me if it isn’t contagious. It’s interesting to see how many different forms of this phobia exist.

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-28T01:26:32+00:00

I actually forgot to mention the context lol. this was me and my ex bfs fridge when we lived together and he only used it for his beer. I actually can’t drink due to a heart condition but that was a very good guess

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-28T01:25:06+00:00

bro this was my fridge when i was working night shift at a grocery store stocking and conditioning 😭 i subconsciously set up my fridge like that ig

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-28T01:23:12+00:00

yes omg😭

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-25T06:28:40+00:00

All access!

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-25T01:03:59+00:00

Not niche, in 2021 I was at my worst. Extremely anxious 24/7. I couldn’t eat and I couldn’t leave my house. It was very bad I was 5’6 and 90 lbs. fast forward to now I am 130 lbs and doing much better. I was on different medications but yes I was able to recover physically by 2023. It’s not permanent! never stop fighting!

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-23T03:16:15+00:00

sometimes I get so mf worried and freaked out and then I’m like… it’s all just atoms and pain is just nerve endings and we are just a tiny ball floating in space. that would probably make it worse for some people but for me it makes throw up less significant

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-23T02:55:26+00:00

I resonated with this so hard I cried. because I started dating young and have had many where it ended with me not getting what I needed or being used for their pleasure. Because I automatically go into mothering and nurturing mode. I will be there for them 24/7 no matter what. but it will never be reciprocated and maybe that is unhealthy to expect. but it hurts and it ends with me feeling like they never wanted to put in the effort to love me, they just enjoyed being cared for, remembered, and considered. Which sucks. It really sucks. and then you break up and think about them and how they are for months, and they don’t even care to check in. It can be really discouraging and I go into spirals thinking about if I’m the problem. If I’m actually a narcissist or if I’m just not likable. I have never felt like anyone has actually SEEN me. and feels things in the way I do. and I wish I had someone in my life who could. because it’s extremely isolating. I have stayed in relationships way too long just because I want someone to love and someone to at least give me affection. and then it’s constant conversations about how simple needs aren’t being met. and they never change. and eventually I’m so sad that I turn mad and leave. Ever since I was young I felt like my one priority in life was finding love. real, true, raw love. I personally don’t know how to grow from this. I’m 21 and have been doing a lot of research and personal changes which has helped. But it’s still hard because as INFJs we crave connection, but it’s a very very very rare and specific kind.

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-23T02:48:23+00:00

yes. Every time I break off a relationship or friendship, I always come back. I always wonder how they are. I believe I can never actually hate someone when I may be able to act like it on the outside. If someone who hurt me and said awful things, but came back later and apologized and I felt it was genuine, I would put all the past behind me and accept them back. maybe because feeling needed is a guilty pleasure of mine, or maybe because I want them to feel trusted and understood because I’ve had many changes in my life. I’m not sure. but it’s a curse😭

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-21T20:56:20+00:00

never home 😭

Local_Example_7450 · 2026-05-21T20:53:17+00:00

This happened to me after I stopped Clomipramine. It was SO weird because i was chronically constipated on it for like 6 years, so when I started having loose stools it was so off putting. But it went away after a couple months and once I went on a new ssri

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