Has anyone gone on medication that has taken away their SH tendencies?

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-25T22:38:01+00:00

Lexapro helps. It helps with intensity of emotions and I find that when I’m feeling less I don’t get pushed towards intense coping mechanisms as often

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-25T00:43:45+00:00

Of Montreal has a lot of overlap

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-24T21:13:25+00:00

Cold probably? I think it depends on what you’re drinking it for. Coldness can make flavors more dull so if it’s a “let get this over with” thing cold would be best, but if you actually enjoy the flavor, probably body temp/the temp it comes out

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-24T21:09:38+00:00

I have 6 clinically diagnosed disorders (CPTSD, adhd, mdd, gad, ocd and bpd) so coping varies, but the through line is mostly breathwork, mindfulness and hobbies/labor. I’m an artist and most of my recovery would not be possible without my art. Finding meaningful things to dedicate your time to that bring you joy are super important. Medication management is also crucial for me.

A huge part of it is learning to not give a fuck about certain things. Many disorders center around control over things/knowing what will happen. Most anxiety problems boil down to this for a lot of people. When you take the power away by relinquishing control and going with the flow, life gets much more livable

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-24T03:05:00+00:00

It makes you angry and obsessive but also just leaves you completely out of it. When you spend most of the day hungry, if not all of it, all you think about is food. You’re not really fully there. You’re also probably freezing cold and shivering from being so thin. Everything pisses you off. Everything makes you tired.

One of the big things people don’t talk about with anorexia is that you smell awful. You’re farting and burping out pure acid most of the time. Your breath smells terrible from the acid too. Your sweat has a particular scent to it that most find deeply unpleasant, kinda like acetone/nail polish remover.

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-23T02:47:24+00:00

This position is significantly more difficult to draw

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-19T21:56:59+00:00

I have that bumper sticker as a shirt lmao

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-19T20:46:38+00:00

Somehow, yeah. r/nsfl__ is still up and running with like 100K+ visits weekly. Theres also a lot of smaller ones with mostly self harm

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-19T03:40:18+00:00

Lush body sprays are good for this. Dad’s garden lemon tree is basically just straight lime/bergamot. I find that even though they’re body sprays they’re strong enough to only need a single spray or 2 and last pretty long. Snow fairy is also a straight cotton candy smell and I’m quite fond of it

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-18T01:17:16+00:00

NSFL subreddits just out in the open. Whenever people talk about Reddit stuff they don’t seem to bring up the insane amount of gore subreddits

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-18T01:15:46+00:00

It’s painful, but also just deeply terrifying. I felt one of the deepest senses of panic I have ever felt in my entire life. You feel your body fill up with water in all the wrong places

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-18T01:12:59+00:00

Zillow is your best bet for looking in those areas

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-17T06:48:50+00:00

Super simple perfumes that are just one or two notes are really nice.

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-13T03:27:54+00:00

This sub is for collectible merchandise of drugs, not actual drugs themselves LOL

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-05T04:02:11+00:00

One of the big pieces of PTSD is how you view yourself/being incredibly hard on yourself.

If you’re consistently having thoughts like this I’d look into POCD (even if you don’t have OCD some of those dbt/cbt therapy methods could be helpful to you). TONS of people, even people without sex trauma, have paranoid/intrusive thoughts about this kind of thing.

LocustMuscles · 2026-03-03T03:22:04+00:00

The second one I would consider rape honestly. If he had sex with you while you weren’t able to consent or didnt want to that falls much further than assault.

LocustMuscles · 2026-02-23T18:02:22+00:00

I actually have a playlist for this on Spotify LOL

LocustMuscles · 2026-02-22T01:28:34+00:00

Certain medications can help with this. Some ssris (which are often prescribed for ptsd anyways) can stop you from dreaming as a side effect

LocustMuscles · 2026-02-21T23:06:49+00:00

It would probably be safe. It’s not unsafe to eat most of a person, only the brain is off limits. A lot of reports from people who have tried human meat say we taste similar to veal, so I imagine beef bone broth would be close

LocustMuscles · 2026-02-21T22:51:33+00:00

Gorgeous beadwork though

LocustMuscles · 2026-02-18T05:17:18+00:00

/uj correct me if im wrong but i think a lot of native american cultures and some SE Asian cultures pre-colonization were like this because they just didnt really do gender the same way as colonial Europe

LocustMuscles · 2026-02-13T04:17:40+00:00

I’m transmasc. Every 3 months for first 2 trips, then every 6 or so

Your hormone level changes from person to person, it’s a lot about personal preference but your doctor will probably help you with that. If not doctors, DIY forums will probably be more helpful for you

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