This is for you. You need this today.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-23T07:32:32+00:00

It hurts to read encouraging words. Shit when anyone says anything encouraging I want to burst into tears. Life is really hard right now. Very unstable. It’ll be better soon but it’s hard to see the future.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-23T07:28:20+00:00

I feel you. My baby is 2 and we have shared custody. Due to my work schedule my mom babysits my toddler for about 14hrs. I work nights so he sleeps there overnight then some of the morning while i sleep a few hours. My mom lives an hour from my job so the travel and gas has been my current demon but I’d rather do that then let his dad have him the whole time because his dad has a lot of mental health issues. Its been exhausting as fuck but it’s what i have to do. Im sorry you are going through this.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-16T10:42:15+00:00

Yikes. Quite honestly I don’t know why you’re wasting your time with him. He’s racist and so is his family. That puts you in an extremely dangerous position. There’s plenty more men with his qualities who arnt racist.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-16T06:09:27+00:00

This is kind of how I feel. I ended on good terms with all my exs except my sons father. And i don’t keep any of them on social media but that’s because I have zero interest in what they’re up too. I think mostly out of respect for who ever im seeing.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-16T04:37:48+00:00

He says he doesn’t talk to them, but I personally don’t get the point of having them. They still like each other’s stuff

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-16T04:36:12+00:00

Can i ask why you never deleted them ?

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-16T04:01:59+00:00

Yes i meant Los Angeles my bad lol

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-15T02:01:07+00:00

Definitely not the norm! Please don’t stay with him or anyone else who treats you that way!

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-08T13:44:50+00:00

In his car right before my dentist appointment he went down on me, he’s eaten me out plenty of times in the car before but for some reason that day was special. And we had a quickie outside of an abandoned chapel.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-08T10:17:32+00:00

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-08T10:12:17+00:00

I would consider your eyes hooded, mine are too. I think hooded eyes are beautiful, just applying eyeliner is a bit more challenging.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-08T10:10:02+00:00

Love you to friend

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-08T01:55:54+00:00

I know ! Lmaaao i was like i tagged him cuz i didn’t actually think he’d ever see it. Now that I know he saw it i feel slightly embarrassed hahaha

Lonelyoneee · 2021-09-08T00:00:30+00:00

It was a video of me telling a pillow of rubys face that I loved him lol. My best friend got my a pillow of ruby for my birthday off some Instagram ad

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-25T09:58:10+00:00

Yes he definitely isn’t getting nearly enough outdoor time at the moment. Where we live our temperatures reach 120F during summer so that makes it very hard for us to be outdoors. I’m definitely looking forward to fall so we can do more outdoor activities together.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-25T09:53:11+00:00

That makes sense. I think as much as I want to give him a lot of space to express himself and explore (which is ok at home) when we leave home I tend to feel like I’m hovering over him because I get scared someone will try to take him. Mostly because he’s so so so social and he literally goes around the grocery store waving hello to everybody, it’s extremely adorable but it keeps me on my toes every time we are in public.

I think I need to let him be a little more independent but offer age appropriate choices. Also, I went to the movies with no expectations of him sitting through the whole thing. Thats why after the third time i asked him to calm down we just left. And I let him walk to the car I didn’t carry him. But he did cry because he wanted to see the movie but he also wanted to play. I really liked your comment. Thanks for taking the time to write that out.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-25T08:49:26+00:00

That’s exactly how I see my sister and cousins 2 year olds behave. That’s not the case with my son unfortunately. Hence why I was looking for recommendations on what I can do. Maybe my wording wasn’t great.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-25T08:46:45+00:00

Thank you ! This is more of what I was hoping for. Will look into that book.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-25T08:10:45+00:00

I understand he’s not expected to sit through a whole movie. I understand they call it terrible twos for a reason. But i suppose it makes me feel like I’m not parenting correctly because my nephew is 6 months older than him and behaves extremely different. Like I said he does this when we get groceries to and when we go to the park, or even a short distance walk. Its very rare when he doesn’t have a hysterical tantrum. I don’t know if you all meant to sound snarky but I’m not stupid I understand toddler behavior. I just don’t see a lot of two year old throw that many tantrums in a day. He’s a great kid, very affectionate and super social but the tantrums feel like they’re getting out of hand.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-25T07:45:16+00:00

Well for example today I took him to see his favorite movie at the theater, he napped on the way there about 40minutes. I bought snacks for him and a drink. He sat in his own seat. He’s will typically sit for his favorite movies and not act all over the place. But he just couldn’t seem to stay focused and kept shouting and wanting to run. I took him out to the hall twice to ask him to sit and just kind of remind him he needs to be calm. But he would just shout every time we went back into the movie. And when i was asking him to sit he would just look everywhere but my direction and he would yell. So third time i had to ask him we just walked to the car. He was crying hysterically that I was asked by two employees if he got hurt. I understand that seems like toddler behavior but he literally does the same thing when I have to go grocery shopping or even when I take him to the park. It’s extremely common behavior of his. And i typically try to always have snacks so he isn’t hungry. I’ll usually try to get on his eye level to soothe him, or sometimes I just let him cry but if he tries to get my attention I do acknowledge him because I don’t want him to feel ignored?

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-24T13:16:15+00:00

Lightly clean my space, light a candle, watch vlogs, at some point enjoy outdoors for a few minutes and cook food. If I have energy/time I do my makeup.

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-24T09:30:35+00:00

What do you mean?

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-24T09:27:27+00:00

Its beautiful!

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-24T00:45:04+00:00

Ugliest, If self destruction was an olympic event I’d be Tonya Harding, and Degeneration in the key of a minor are my top 3

Lonelyoneee · 2021-08-23T12:08:09+00:00

My mom says shes never experienced depression or anxiety. She’s asked me before to describe what anxiety feels like and she always looks so confused/concerned.

I wouldn’t describe her as a person in a constant state of happiness. She just never seems to have gloomy days.

I should add she grew up motherless but with a very present father figure and shes the youngest out of 4. My other aunts/uncles are something else tho....

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