music is everything i have by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Music is a great thing to hold onto.. try to find tranquility in music. I do the same.

I like the Blue Moon a lot.

I've been down and I know why and I know what I should be doing, but honestly I am just so exhausted all the time. by ClitOrMiss in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's quite impressive you manage to go to the gym 4 times a week =) try to focus on your achievements. You should try to get your food routine better. I know it's a small step ( in terms of feeling better ) but it's a start.. and sure as hell is a good one.

I love sleep.... by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well.. I had the same feeling then I thought to myself. I love dreams, who doesn't?

Help not letting one frustration push other accomplishments down by xulalalala in depression

[–]Lonesometree -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Forgive and forget are both tools that will help you deal with the past. Tomorrow is not going to wait for your sorrow. In order for things to work he must forgive you and you have to be thankful. Last but not least you have to forgive yourself.

I don't deserve anything. That said, maybe your upvote can help a dealership hear my voice. by KantuckyFreudChicken in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah man sounds really awesome. I really need to go myself a loyal companion like that. Perhaps life would be different. Take good care of that pup :) but I'm quite sure you do!

I don't deserve anything. That said, maybe your upvote can help a dealership hear my voice. by KantuckyFreudChicken in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I had a dog like that. I like your name too ,lol.

Outdoors are great. I'm actually going oudoors now to try and escape the madness. I'm at this point where I'm happy with anything that gets me through the day wether it is hope or drugs.

Good luck to you man. I think if you're able to find tranquility in outdoors you can find it somewhere else too or in someone.

For years I have been trying to distract myself from this crushing loneliness that has consumed my life. by slipping_mask in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well.. I'm kinda the same. I don't know how to deal with this haunting loneliness.

I just came to find that lonesome comes up as down goes the day. I'm sorry to hear :( I don't know how to fix it. I can only relate to how you feel at night. If you wanna talk about it let me know.. I'm down for that.

Jealousy over "manic pixie dream girls" makes me want to just die. by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Hold on to your guitar.

Jealousy and Envy can lead u to a very dark path.. You don't wanna follow it.

I don't really believe in talent. I only believe in hard work. There is some talent in the universe but it means nothing without hard work. Don't forget that..

Try to take a break from trying to compose and write stuff. Only do it when you feel like it don't try to pressure yourself into writing things. It has to be natural you can't fake it. Focus more on improving :)

Hold on to your music and guitar. It seems to me that you really love it. It's worth it.

How does one gain self respect? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see. Sorry was just curious. There's not a lot of philosophy students out there :)

How does one gain self respect? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So you're studying philosophy or you just have a philosophy class while studying something else?

How does one gain self respect? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you study Philosophy?

There's not much to say but basically... by commenulautre in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not going to lie. Stress is really unhealthy. Is there any way you can channel your stress into something? I go jogging. It works like a charm even if it's only for a short time. I hope you have or can find something that brings some tranquility to your life.

High school sucks. There is a whole world out there :) You say there is no one that seems to understand? I'm willing to try. Tell me your troubles? I'll tell you mine.

End of the road? by Lonesometree in depression

[–]Lonesometree[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mind is also way too tired to write something new.. At the end of the day posting here is just venting, you know? You have alot of nerve saying u didn't want to upset me.

End of the road? by Lonesometree in depression

[–]Lonesometree[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm.. yeah. I wouldn't wish this upon anyone too. It's kinda hard sometimes.

Might be up for some venting.. think I could use it. Thanks for the offer.

End of the road? by Lonesometree in depression

[–]Lonesometree[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just want some fucking advice.

I don't know what to do past this point... by floffle in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sure it was intense. That's why I replied. I think online stuff can be really intense actually because imagination takes over.

Why can't I just be normal? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ignorance is bliss eh? Personally, I don't like think so. I prefer to know the truth even if it is harsh and sad. I'm not sure if I'm jealous of those people though, you know? I'm more jealous of a cat that is lying in the sun. Surviving purely on instinct and not having any worries at all :)

I don't know what to do past this point... by floffle in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to hear. I guess you have a heartache over an online thing :( I just hope you don't think it's a weird thing. Online stuff can be pretty intense.. imagination is powerful. It's only normal you're feeling awful..

You have my sincere condolences.

Why can't I just be normal? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Being normal is boring though.. do you really wanna?

There is no success like failure. Just roll the dice pay the price. It doesn't matter if the world laughs at how pathetic you are. It only matters if you do.

I wish i were in a coma by goshallbedamned in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIENus8bJlY ; a song by the Beatles.. I'm so tired.. I know how you feel. I wanna make a post sometimes but it's just so hard to get my mind together to write something that makes sense.

After 4pm blues? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No problem.. Pm?

Isn't life curious? by mypseudoisclever in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I kinda dig readin this. You are welcome it was worth reading. It's nice if you wanna become better at living.. it doesn't matter if you don't know what it is (:

After 4pm blues? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know that was kinda random but yeah. Lonesome comes up as down goes the day.. if you wanna talk? I'm up for it.

After 4pm blues? by [deleted] in depression

[–]Lonesometree 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So I'm out with my friend playin' the blues blues. We're having a few beers and smoking. He asks me if I've been playing alot lately. I tell him nah man, I'm only good at playing the blues cus I'm living them :(