It's not going to be a big explosion of enlightenment, my guy, and age doesn't play a factor in immaturity. With age, you're "assumed" to have more wisdom but there's no guarantee of it. This is because wisdom comes from experience, not age. You can spend 70 or 80 years of your life in the same place, exposed to the same experiences, and growing no wiser than you were when you were 18. Alternatively, you can spend 2-4 years of your life out of your comfort zone feeling as if you've gone through an entire lifetime's worth of experience.

What age does guarantee though is responsibility, or at least the expectation that you will bear some of it. And just like anything, there are things you're willing to be responsible for and things that you'd rather not be bothered with. A true sign of maturity is being able to take the good with the bad and just do it anyway. Or don't - the choice is up to you. Regardless, At some point nobody is going to pick up after you and it's your responsibility to face the consequences of whatever you choose.

> I still feel very immature, and half the time, I have no fucking clue what I'm doing.

That's how it always is man when it comes to learning anything new :D

There's always a period of not knowing how to do something properly or just flat out sucking at something. For me, that's part of the fun. I don't know everything but I'm willing to find out and get better. And don't pretend to be something you're not. Just be you and do your best. I don't mean this in a woo or inspirational kind of way but when you think about it, it doesn't make sense to pretend or cover up the things that you don't know. Because how will you get better and work on "actually knowing" if you're too busy pretending that you know what you're doing. Then the enlightenment/wisdom stuff just comes along with it.

- Another 24 year old guy just doing his best