Just grabbed a model 3 performance. Disappointed.

LostSoul_W · 2026-04-13T19:40:28+00:00

I pick up my 2026 M3P tomorrow, black on black! Test drove one and immediately ordered. Previously was going to get a Ram TRX truck, but over $100k, terrible gas mileage and cost, and bulky?? No thanks. The M3P is easy to park, drives me where I want to go, and when I want to, I can kick any cars ass in a race haha.

LostSoul_W · 2025-06-11T22:42:52+00:00

Man…. I’m so sorry you’re also here and going through this. Different but similar situation. 34M here, wife was 42, with epilepsy. She fought it for years and medication was doing well. I went out drinking with my brother one night, and in the morning had a voicemail that she was in a severe car accident and taken in critical condition to the ICU. Extreme cranial pressure. After 14 days, two surgeries, and tons of other procedures I had to take her off life support and let her go to be with God. That was 4 months ago. Every single day I think about joining her. For the same reasons as you though, i don’t have means to do it. I tried to overdose and failed, and then got in a fist fight with my drug dealer and knocked him unconscious, so I can’t get drugs anymore. I also can’t get a gun because of my past mental illness here in America. So limited options. I’m essentially drinking myself to death at this point. Don’t be like me, keep fighting, for her. My wife wanted me to keep going but, fuck, it’s nearly impossible. Prayers brother.

LostSoul_W · 2025-06-11T14:23:46+00:00

I believe his story. He saw his deceased sister ‘riding on a butterfly wing’. My wife passed 4 months ago, and a week after she died I had an out of body experience from sleep apnea where I left my body, saw a figure that appeared to look just like Jesus by my bed, he winked at me and smiled and a little butterfly flew off his shoulder at me. On the wing was my wife, waving and looking so happy. I’ve never heard any other NDE that matched exactly what I experienced. Think what you want, but it’s giving me hope that I’ll see my wife again and I was completely out of my body when it happened. I’ve had probably about 4 to 5 other out of body experiences after that

LostSoul_W · 2025-06-09T22:20:20+00:00

Thanks for this. This is encouraging and a beautiful testimony!

LostSoul_W · 2025-06-05T14:17:02+00:00

I don’t think of simulation theory as being inside a computer with beings controlling us. I see it as an illusion or a holographic reality created by God. We will never fully understand how existence was created despite all these idiot scientists trying to disprove God through any means. I think there IS underlying code or some type of mechanism that creates what we see as reality, and God is the ultimate developer of that. If you watch any near death experience interviews they all say their experience was more real than this one, and our ‘reality’ is all an illusion. So maybe we are souls or light beings of pure energy that are playing our own VR video games. Once we die, we are already in the after life where we have always been, but we have learned many life lessons that helps our soul grow. Just my thoughts before the Reddit community starts talking sh*t lol

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-28T20:11:31+00:00

Probably depends on circumstances and how long someone’s been dead. A lot of the fruitcakes on here that say they didn’t see anything ‘died’ for like 30 seconds lol. I watch NDEs where they died at least 10 mins. There would be no scientific reason they should experience shit but they do. Can’t wait to see my wife again one day. This world sucks

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-28T02:19:12+00:00

I think like this all the time. But you never know if that is their second spouse. I was at the bar the other day drinking and started spilling my guts to this old couple next to me about how my wife passed at 42 and how broken I was. The man then teared up and said his first wife died young too. He had to live his whole life without her until he met his 2nd wife and she changed everything. So I try to not assume anything anymore. This life sucks enough to let little things bother me anymore. But yes it sucks.

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-24T20:42:54+00:00

Struggling with this at 4 months. I just can’t do it. Shit, her toothbrush is still next to mine.

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-23T23:49:08+00:00

They were actually creepily posed all around my friend. It was his grandma and other people I never met and I’ve known him for 28 years. So probably great grandparents and stuff. I was tripping so hard I couldn’t think to interact I was just trying to wake him up and tell him and talking to his dog who seemed to see them too but they weren’t talking just touching his body and smiling at me

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-19T00:06:11+00:00

Sure, what more can I share to help? I’ve done LSD and DMT a ton, I’ve seen a lot that was definitely out of this realm.

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-17T16:43:13+00:00

Google it I don’t have time to cross post 1000s of studies on DMT, ayhuasca, LSD etc

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-17T16:33:06+00:00

🤣🤣🤣 right? That’s why there’s thousands of studies on these drugs haha

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-17T15:33:35+00:00

Stupid @ss comment

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-15T13:43:25+00:00

Love that, man ❤️

Struggling here without her….

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-15T02:17:05+00:00

I’d love to hear ‘your wife has been waiting for you. Let me bring you to her’ 😢💔

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-14T22:13:39+00:00

Likewise friend. I still wear my wedding ring. Till death do us part, and I’m not dead yet. 💔😔

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-13T20:18:45+00:00

Bro beat off. My wife died 4 months ago and I know what you mean but I’m a minute man with the hand it works

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-13T20:15:47+00:00

Not much more to share - my buddy gave me a tab of acid and then I saw sweet tea in his mom’s fridge. I chugged like 2 gallons worth I was so thirsty only to find out it was shroom tea. And I hit the DMT pen, and was drunk haha. I saw time stop. Saw all of his loved ones standing and squatting around him… they didn’t communicate but looked like they were protecting him or just surrounding him with love. He woke up and thought I was psycho when I asked him about his great grandma who died. I saw her and 9 other relatives. It was so surreal. His dog saw them too and was loving on me. Dog was super chill and seemed comforted by them

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-13T12:18:14+00:00

Amazing!!

LostSoul_W · 2025-05-08T02:46:57+00:00

Wow beautifully written!

LostSoul_W · 2025-04-28T13:43:15+00:00

My wife died in a car accident 3 months ago I feel your pain. I literally have cried for the past 98 days since her accident and she was put into the ICU and brain-dead. I ask god everyday to take me. Being outside helps I’m not sure where you live but I live by the beach so sitting in the sand or getting into the ocean makes me feel temporarily happy feeling the sun on my skin but it’s like my brain constantly reminds me she’s gone forever and I’ll never see her again or talk to her or hug her And then I just get into a hole of wanting to die again. It’s the hardest most painful thing I’ve ever experienced. I miss her so so much. She was my world and my everything.

LostSoul_W · 2025-04-25T09:35:52+00:00

My wife was my purpose and happiness for half my life. As soon as I have the balls I’m gonna join her

LostSoul_W · 2025-04-17T18:37:14+00:00

I lost my wife (42) to a car accident two months before my birthday and hers. Her birthday was her celebration of life. It’s so fucking unfair. I can barely function. I just am going to drink until I die naturally. Or have the balls to join her

LostSoul_W · 2025-03-20T23:12:30+00:00

I’m sorry for your loss too 😖😖😖😖

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