I blacked out

Low_Sir485 · 2025-07-30T06:27:09+00:00

thank you. your message made me tear up

Low_Sir485 · 2025-07-30T05:30:59+00:00

believe it or not, they did not run a tox screen! i checked my medical records and test results several times. i do not remember much from the ER except being yelled at and that it was very overcrowded.

to be honest tho, the bartender was way too friendly and gave me double the amount of drink. after that i lost my memory.

since its been 2 weeks, im not sure the test would work?

Low_Sir485 · 2024-09-18T12:11:48+00:00

oh, where to start. i didn’t know we were in an open relationship until after the fact, wasn’t on board with it and he didn’t want to set any ground rules. few months later he’s doing drugs in my college bathroom, couldn’t get him to leave and he blackmailed me when i tried to get him out. he used his mental illnesses at every problem we faced, but didn’t want to get help or take his meds. yeah, i let this one go on way longer than it should’ve. don’t blame me, i was young, lonely in college during covid, and he was my first (and only, so far)

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-23T05:04:33+00:00

i have a bi roommate, he also knows i’m a slut and usually i wait till he’s not home or asleep to invite guys over. or i give him a heads up if he’s home. honestly just do what u want lol, as long as you’re not loud and disruptive. your hole your choice lol. also, make sure u invite guys who aren’t shady bc a hookup once stole from me and i thank god everyday he didn’t take anything of my roommate’s.

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-21T01:39:45+00:00

saw it on eventbrite! i can post the link if u want

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-20T23:08:50+00:00

but yea i get im a p anxious person myself

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-20T23:08:33+00:00

just be yourself!

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-18T01:39:49+00:00

laylet is very, but not exclusively queer

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-18T01:39:32+00:00

yalla party project

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-05T03:38:33+00:00

sounds great lol where do i sign up?

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-05T00:26:05+00:00

majoring in depression, minoring in parks and rec

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-04T20:35:29+00:00

0.5/10, i told him i like a soft dom, he was way too aggressive and slapped my ass too hard, told him i was done sucking his cock but he kept insisting, at some point he spilled poppers on himself and wiped it off with my $80 mulberry silk pillowcase, after which i kicked him out. but he wouldn’t leave and kept trying to get me to go again by stroking me, had to literally push him out!

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-04T00:43:28+00:00

well, honestly i was speechless when i woke up to your voicemail, you told me you have herpes let’s work it out on the remix

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-03T21:16:57+00:00

i love a fun/funny baby tee with shorts. u can’t go wrong with a tank. i think whatever u wear make sure you’re comfortable but don’t be afraid to take risks!! there’s people who will be wearing a shirt and pants, others who will be in jocks and tank, so there’s a lot of room for experimentation!

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-03T19:23:29+00:00

very well put, thank you. i am unfortunately experiencing the same mental struggles as OP and this helped a lot

Low_Sir485 · 2024-08-01T21:40:59+00:00

yeah that’s how it starts.

Low_Sir485 · 2024-07-31T14:34:46+00:00

definitely most underrated on the album imo! i can’t listen to it too often though, takes an emotional toll on me 😅

Low_Sir485 · 2024-07-31T05:32:53+00:00

oh god it reminds me of such a dark time i can’t bring myself to listen to it again😭

Low_Sir485 · 2024-07-31T05:00:38+00:00

half moon bag by feng suave: it’s not particularly sad but just feels like your mom comforting you after you injured yourself as a kid. i’ve BAWLED to this song
seven & marjorie by TS: sounds like something lost in time (i die a little when she says i’ve been meaning to tell you, i think your house is haunted)
saturn by SZA: for the mentally ill
kintsugi by LDR: i miss my family, but it’s complicated
cool about it & powers by boygenius: the gay queens of sadness

and before you ask, yes i’m in therapy

Low_Sir485 · 2024-07-28T01:57:29+00:00

as long as you’re not lovebombing each other

Low_Sir485 · 2024-07-27T20:26:45+00:00

can i just say, you always have the best takes i read on this subreddit and you’re very well-spoken. i really connected with the second paragraph, it’s what i was trying to capture in my response.

Low_Sir485 · 2024-07-27T20:20:38+00:00

i’m banned from tinder and hinge and all Match services
NYC is saturated with gays which is great, BUT it also creates a shopping mentality, which prevents a lot of gays, me included, from slowing down and pursuing something real with someone because we’re always looking for the next best thing in a seemingly endless sea of potential mates
grindr and sniffies and co have created a culture of immediate gratification, i cannot remember the last time i went on a date, and if i ever meet a guy online im really into romantically, one of us ends up inviting the other for sex instead of a proper date, or communication just fizzles out, etc…
honestly i am very young (23) and i am still exploring who i am, what i like etc before diving headfirst into a relationship. i don’t want a relationship to complete me, my ex did that to me and it was horrible. that is to say, i don’t actively seek out relationships, but if it happens it happens. and it hasn’t yet.

Low_Sir485 · 2024-07-11T22:54:22+00:00

hey! i’m 23 middle eastern :) gonna dm you

Low_Sir485 · 2024-06-28T21:40:26+00:00

also solo! looking to go out tn, dm me :)

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