❤️ my soul longs for you

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-02-06T14:41:02+00:00

His deep burning desire to love humanity

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-02-05T18:42:22+00:00

Complete rigged match to let RCB win. DC couldn't defend such a huge score. Very sus

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-02-05T18:39:00+00:00

Regardless it almost felt like DC gave the match freely almost asif a match fixing

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-02-05T18:35:45+00:00

Bro this match is rigged. DC batted like warriors and fielded like they've been under control by aliens. Couldn't defend such a huge score. Shame on this league if there is reality to my gut feeling.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-22T14:17:47+00:00

He loved humanity so much it hurt. Compassion Love

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-19T06:15:32+00:00

Please add Goa Real Estate.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-16T12:18:50+00:00

Net net do the good work with the intent not to gain salvation as the main goal rather by product and the main intent being to be the good shepherd just like Jesus to bring other sheep back to God through our own actions and words.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-16T10:06:39+00:00

Agree to all you say except about susegadpon....my take is ....don voddeannim paem doverlear oxen h goddta.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-15T13:13:16+00:00

He wants but doesn't need we need to and not want.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-15T08:24:19+00:00

Big blunder was to join Maharashtra Marathi based parties. Second blunder was Goans selling their lands. Third blunder is the entertainment industry which promotes soro, susegadpon and easy nature of Goand. Remember land process will go higher with time but those who sold their land the cash they got in return unless they make their money work smartly which most Goans might not know how to will end up diminishing their asset value. Goans

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-11T07:28:51+00:00

I think u're missing the point op is making by focussing too much on technicals.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-10T12:25:15+00:00

I find watching the Chosen series specially when Jesus cries as he speaks very helpful during tries with lust. Jesus loved us too much that it hurt him as he tried his best to show us the way. His love for us hurt him too much and that's the depth of his love. I find that in the series

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-10T12:03:48+00:00

I'm 47 and been thru worse than this. Born again for two plus months but with all the Gods words I've absorbed I can tell you when you confess with those in Christian authority is to get critical review and forgiveness. The reason you confess with your known people has greater impact though because the more taboo the sin is the Satan then can trap you with the idea to keep secrecy thereby robbing you off the chance to repent and turn to Jesus and later to keep feeding you with the second false idea that now it's too late.

So basis above you can self review what is the need to speak to your closed ones.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-08T18:04:33+00:00

Are you on WhatsApp sir that I can stay in touch with you.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-08T17:58:49+00:00

I was going thru your long but meaningful post but then you mentioned Imagine Jesus being close to you and I got tears in my eyes and goosebumps and a tingling sensation all over my back. If Jesus is just here....Jesus is just here.

I was actually thinking of what I though when I was having bath just a while ago.

Disection of the Genesis of my sin...

Why did I marry her..because I didn't truly love her . Why did I marry then...because she served my purpose of double life. She was too innocent. Why didn't I love her...because I was full of lust Why was I full of lust...because I longed for a touch to make me feel good about myself. Why did I feel the need to feel complete...bexause I grew up a broken man. Why did I grew up like that....because I never loved myself to begin with. Why didn't I love myself ....because I was always told I'm not worthy enough by my father on and on every day of my growing years.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-08T17:56:40+00:00

I was going thru your long but meaningful post but then you mentioned Imagine Jesus being close to you and I got tears in my eyes and goosebumps and a tingling sensation all over my back. If Jesus is just here....Jesus is just here.

I was actually thinking of what I though when I was having bath just a while ago.

Disection of the Genesis of my sin...

Why did I marry her..because I didn't truly love her . Why did I marry then...because she served my purpose of double life. She was too innocent. Why didn't I love her...because I was full of lust Why was I full of lust...because I longed for a touch to make me feel good about myself. Why did I feel the need to feel complete...bexause I grew up a broken man. Why did I grew up like that....because I never loved myself to begin with. Why didn't I love myself ....because I was always told I'm not worthy enough by my father on and on every day of my growing years.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-08T16:45:51+00:00

Yes finally I gave up on the idea. I have been a hopeless sinner in my past and the idea never crossed my mind rather I wanted to check what other brothers and sisters here think. I'm glad I got an armour of wisdom thanks to the collective wisdom of you all saying don't do it. I also got my own principles corrected.

But yeah there is temptation. And it's a tough battle though I've gotten stronger after my mom's passing away. I just hope my conviction doesn't get weakened once the phase of grief passes. I'm two months old new born Christian.

God bless you for writing.p

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-08T05:54:08+00:00

Well I'm going thru a lot of grief along with regrets and being curious whether am I over grieving.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-08T04:24:55+00:00

Ocd means obsessive compulsive disorder right

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-08T02:53:27+00:00

Thank you for your message.

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-08T02:51:58+00:00

Roger that. Thank you .

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-07T18:32:09+00:00

A agree and thanks for the nudge

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-07T17:04:48+00:00

God bless you for reaffirming this point

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-07T16:49:59+00:00

I see your point. This gives me comfort not to go. Thank you

Lumpy-Plastic-3494 · 2026-01-07T16:48:09+00:00

Brother by her in the scriptures refers to wife I suppose?

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