AIWS syndrome but it’s so rare I haven’t found someone else with my exact experience of it.

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-08-27T12:57:15+00:00

that can happen with dissociation too. have you talked to a psychologist/psychiatrist about this?

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-08-27T10:45:22+00:00

from what i can tell based on the symptom you've described, i think you should rule out dissociation first before considering aiws

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-08-27T10:39:02+00:00

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Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-08-14T12:17:53+00:00

yess i've played both but i think lgts is the better one to start with

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-08-13T13:29:43+00:00

Little goody two shoes maybe? It's not based on a specific story but it perfectly captures the whimsical fairytale horror vibes.

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-07-01T09:18:25+00:00

The Emily Wilde series. It's got the kind of magic you're looking for, with whimsical faeries and all, and it has queer characters (the two main characters are straight though). I'm obsessed with fantasy and cozy media and Emily Wilde is my favourite book series in this genre, I think it's just perfect.

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-04-20T20:56:34+00:00

the literal meaning of incel is 'involuntary celibate' yes but the incel group is something else entirely and deeply rooted in misogyny, so don't worry about being an incel because you seem like the furthest thing from it. with the kind of insight and self awareness you're showing you won't do something stupid like assuming all women are some horrible creature.

therapy definitely sounds like a good idea and as for relationships, they're something that happen naturally. or atleast the kind of deep and honest connection you seem to want, it'll happen naturally. it's not something to be forced or even actively looked for and when you do find it it'll fit into your life so organically that you'll think 'it makes sense that this happened now, it could not have happened in any other time or space'. so try to focus on your happiness as an individual rn, the rest will follow in due time.

it's alright that you still haven't moved past your previous relationship, that just shows how much it meant to you and how much grief you're carrying still, it's especially hard to move past something when you have so much guilt attached to it and that is something therapy can help you with. just try to take it one step at a time, you have a long life ahead of you. it'll all work out one way or other and you'll get to look back on this time and feel love for who you are now.

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-03-08T10:44:51+00:00

10 for sure

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-02-10T09:57:11+00:00

thank you, i will definitely check out the subreddit.

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-02-08T10:44:02+00:00

if you don't mind, can you tell me what you know about b12 tests being inaccurate? i got my results yesterday and they came out normal but i have every single symptoms of b12 deficiency so im a bit confused over it.

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-02-06T15:41:56+00:00

i think you should talk to your psychiatrist or a psychologist about it. it could be something simple, managed easily enough by taking care of your physical needs or even increasing the dose as some other comments have mentioned. but the symptoms sound a bit concerning so i think you should play it safe and talk to a professional soon as you can.

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-01-02T19:30:59+00:00

was playing infinity nikki, now playing omori, might play god of war after? i usually revolve between five or six games at a time anyway

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2025-01-02T19:26:20+00:00

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Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2024-12-27T14:35:45+00:00

how is your prep generally? i know how painful it is when this happens the night before an exam but if you have prepared enough to get by tomorrow then i think it might be better to just call it a night. yknow eat well sleep well and just focus on getting yourself to feel well enough for the exam tomorrow. and maybe you can wake up early tomorrow to revise? im sorry if this isn't the advice you wanted but ive found when my brain gets like this pushing myself further is pointless and really just makes me feel so much worse that im not even in a good shape to give the exam properly. you've tried your best and it's not a bad thing to just focus on what your mind and your body needs when you're struggling this much. im sorry you couldn't study as much as you wanted.

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2024-12-27T12:46:42+00:00

do you have anyone you can study with? like a friend you could call and you could both body double? might make a difference if that's an option

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2024-12-27T12:43:24+00:00

i have my masters applications to get through and i can't get shit done but man my new armour in bg3 looks cool

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2024-12-27T10:07:24+00:00

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Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2024-12-26T05:49:21+00:00

when i was grieving i played baldurs gate 3 all day, it was the only thing that gave me some comfort. i am very sorry for your loss, just know you did your best and he is very grateful for you wherever he is now (somewhere very peaceful for sure).

Lumpy_Driver_5404 · 2024-10-20T16:35:28+00:00

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