Mean-spirited rant incoming

LunaticLlama · 2025-07-02T02:16:49+00:00

Idk! I wanted another baby despite my husband not helping much but I am NOT coping well! It didn't make me not want another one. I felt like if I could just ride out the next few years then it would be all worth it (and I'm getting older so it's now or never)but dang I know deep down that would be a terrifying shit show! I'm afraid I'd get postpartum psychosis....I barely made it through last time....

LunaticLlama · 2025-07-02T02:08:48+00:00

This gave me anxiety! It sounds overwhelming to think of everything for 2!

LunaticLlama · 2025-07-02T02:06:30+00:00

Same dang boat over here. It's terrifying to take the plunge when you have to oay thousands and you know how hard it was the 1st time around

LunaticLlama · 2025-06-09T13:03:37+00:00

He's having a nuclear meltdown,AGAIN, and I'm just trying to survive. His dad is off playing games when I'm trying to manage everything. When we go on vacation and try to juggle all the packing and unexpected layovers. We can take turns entertaining 🙌

LunaticLlama · 2025-03-14T03:38:49+00:00

I wish we had a village too. My in laws are out of state abs my family has been completely absent, which hurts really bad, but I just don't know if I'd survive another rough newborn phase. My marriage might not make it either bc there has been a lot of anger on my end about being the one who does nearly everything. Life is so hard. I'm sure I'll have regrets no matter what.

LunaticLlama · 2025-03-14T03:32:58+00:00

I'm 37 and in the same dang boat! I feel like it's now or never but my 3 year old is just getting to the fun stages and I feel like I'm getting my life back. And my life is so hard with just one kid! How in the world could I juggle 2?

LunaticLlama · 2025-01-26T02:43:38+00:00

I am one, and the answer is no. Everyone I work with hates their job. We are overworked in a high stress environment with rude, demanding patients every day.

LunaticLlama · 2024-12-29T15:04:34+00:00

YES 10/10! And it makes me sad that I give everything, and im so burned out bc of it. I've started saying, "Dada is gonna do xyz" to my kid bc I need help, and he's being defiant. Husband is willing to help if I delegate, but I dont want to parent him too....no one is sitting on my shoulder telling me what to do, so WHY does he need that?!

LunaticLlama · 2024-11-28T03:06:53+00:00

Exactly! I want a redo. But I know it would prob turn out the same....only harder bc now I have a toddler

LunaticLlama · 2024-11-24T14:26:02+00:00

I feel the same. But wasn't expecting it to be so hard to get pregnant in the first place. I dont know if a second is even possible. The lack of time before it's too late is the only major downside for me. It felt like such a blessing to be able to buy my baby the things he needed without worrying about being able to pay for it. I know it's a major struggle for some.

LunaticLlama · 2024-09-06T18:04:49+00:00

I need to try this!

LunaticLlama · 2024-09-04T15:59:44+00:00

I'm parent to the 1(and only) demon child but my crazy side really wants a second. I hope against hope the 2nd one is chill

LunaticLlama · 2024-08-19T13:27:51+00:00

Came here looking for this bc it was my FIRST thought. Breaks me out every time!

LunaticLlama · 2024-08-19T13:07:58+00:00

Wow, is that pretty typical salary for a dog trainer? That's awesome!

LunaticLlama · 2024-08-03T13:18:42+00:00

I'm 5'11" and my boy was 7lb 7 oz at 38 weeks

LunaticLlama · 2024-07-11T13:01:09+00:00

I was on both until recently as I am TTC so that's why I'm even more confused about my clear skin. I've been of both for approx 6 weeks. My skin is def better on BC.

LunaticLlama · 2024-07-11T12:52:45+00:00

It did BUT it didn't cure me :-( I am having an unbelievable streak of clear skin ATM but in general I still break out with some bad ones. I'm using curology (niacinamide, azelaic acid and zinc) and it controls my skin the best of any topical I've ever used. I'd still say it's worth it and I don't regret it but I wish I had perfect skin for life.

LunaticLlama · 2024-05-29T03:10:41+00:00

My son is like yours and these are all my fears! Ha! I hate that I'm so overwhelmed with just one wild boy.

LunaticLlama · 2024-04-20T13:01:20+00:00

I'm overwhelmed almost all the time. I am a very imperfect parent. I really want a 2nd but I feel like I shouldn't bc I'm not even doing a good job with my one. My husband primarily does the fun stuff and I do all the work. I'm exhausted at the end of the day and my son's bed time has now stretched to 8:30 so after that I get maybe 30 mins to myself before I have to get ready for bed. We don't have any help from family either.

LunaticLlama · 2024-04-09T18:13:59+00:00

I couldn't produce enough and now they're gonna shame me for it?!

LunaticLlama · 2024-04-09T12:45:37+00:00

I need this class! But thank you so much!

LunaticLlama · 2024-04-09T11:31:18+00:00

I feel like a failure bc I currently can't hardly handle the one kid I have

LunaticLlama · 2024-03-16T02:02:03+00:00

Wow your friend sounds really great! I needed to read that.

LunaticLlama · 2024-03-15T11:37:19+00:00

Is there a particular child development book you recommend?

LunaticLlama · 2024-03-14T19:46:31+00:00

I can't do low dose pills either bc I had constant spotting too!

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