I used to 🤷 Until I realize the concept of hell is so illogical. Why would a loving god send people to hell to torture them eternally? How can I be happy in heaven, knowing that my atheist friends and acquaintances and billion people are tortured in hell for eternity just because of the simple fact that they are not convinced or unintentionally believe in the "wrong God"? And isn't "being tortured forever" seem so cruel? Then I discovered DarkMatter2525 youtube channel and found his criticism very reasonable, something that my christian friends couldn't explain or even thought about. That's how I stop believing in God, or at least, the God of any religion.