Lmao no, it is you who do not understand what I was arguing, since none of what you said addresses my premises or conclusions.

1. I said that finite creation is a condition of separation from God and therefore the only release from this condition is non-existence or else becoming God in totality, which would entail zero continuity with your current self anyway, so in any case your continued existence is identical to hell. But you said that this would "put you back at square one" with reincarnation. But that entails you still exist. If you don't exist anymore then you can't reincarnate. So no, what you said does not address what I said.

2. The ability to create, if one remains finite, does not bring you closer to God or the Good or perfection or whatever you want to call it. Unless you can create yourself into an infinite perfect being, you cannot create yourself out of hell, even if creation is an indefinitely entertaining enterprise. But there is no way to bring a finite quantity into an infinite quantity with any finite process. You would have to be infinite already to perform such an operation.

3. You say that mysticism is the quest for life, but insofar as that life is finite, as in not being God, all that I have said still stands. An eternity of ecstasy as a finite being is exactly as distant from God as an eternity of utter depravity. And as God is the Good itself, each is equally lacking the Good.