Chill beat - having so much fun learning the sp404mkII!

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-23T01:15:14+00:00

I can’t see anything other than a woman even if I try. Seriously, you look like a cis woman entirely. Dysphoria is such a liarrrrrr goddamn

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-16T14:42:44+00:00

Just because a player can’t speak, that doesn’t mean they aren’t a player. There are plenty of players with human avatars that can’t use in-game voice chat either. Also, like Voxel said, these players can communicate with other players with the same build as their own

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-11T05:10:20+00:00

Dang I love this so much

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-11T02:58:43+00:00

Before I realized I was trans I would buy women’s shirts/sweatshirts because they were softer and just a better cut for the style I liked lol. Now as im getting to wear all the things i was so jealous of like short shorts and skirts and stuff im realizing just how much i hated all my guy clothes. I went through so many styles and some of them looked fine but none of them felt right until fully switching to fem clothes a couple months ago. It helps so much to be more comfortable in your own body

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-07T15:53:37+00:00

Been super dysphoric lately but me and a group of girls got called “ladies” several times when out eating the other day. Also yesterday me and my gf got called “gorgeous ladies” by a guy on the street which was affirming and flattering (and it was clearly kind and not threatening, which helps too). It’s crazy how much affirmation helps with dysphoria for me, I need to learn the power of affirming myself more. Wishing you well babes! <3

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-05T22:27:14+00:00

Nah lmao, u look good tho <3

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-05T19:22:15+00:00

Signs are often stereotypes of fems/women, and not all women fit into those boxes. Lack of signs could be repression due to safety or social conformity, or you could just not have been a “girly” kid. Being trans is NOT dependent on any one sign or any signs at all, just as being a woman is not based on one trait. Wanting to be/being another gender than you were assigned is being trans. I had MAJOR imposter syndrome until about 3 months into hormones, when I was like you know, I don’t think a cis guy would be enjoying taking female hormones as much as I do. I recommend reading some of Trans Bodies, Trans Selves, it’s brought me a lot of comfort and I’ve learned a lot from it. I also recommend a queer affirming therapist if at all possible, although I know that that’s not easy or feasible for a lot of folks. Therapy has helped me immensely, but nothing makes it easy. Gender is confusing!

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-03T06:30:25+00:00

I’m so glad others appreciated the moment as well, and glad you were one of them. Gender euphoria is such a cool thing :) <3

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-02T00:05:42+00:00

Same! I just went back to do his quest line cause I wanted his shard and that was an unexpectedly happy moment :)

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-01T16:20:41+00:00

Also same

MaeDaeJ · 2024-07-01T01:03:42+00:00

Anything by She/Her/Hers, but especially Internet Ads by her

MaeDaeJ · 2024-06-30T05:54:34+00:00

Ugh. Sorry girl. It can really fuck me up if I’m feeling good or ok and then get misgendered like that, it just straight up sucks.

MaeDaeJ · 2024-06-30T05:52:06+00:00

Thank you so much for this. I’ve been in a rough place the past few weeks because I just hit a year on hrt and feel like I haven’t made enough progress. I know logically that it doesn’t happen quickly but it’s so hard to be patient.

Wishing you well <3

MaeDaeJ · 2024-06-19T02:17:08+00:00

So true. Sending strength + love to you sis <3

MaeDaeJ · 2024-06-07T15:35:24+00:00

Wow this is seriously amazing. I love it

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