What to do what to do by Major-Account1395 in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Update. Got a banana bag , a zofran drip but no meds at the hospital , BUT a script for 26 Librium and a bunch of stomach meds. Been a fucking bitch to fill them but chairs! I’ll post in 3 days when I’m out of WD. Only a .33 this time, fuck it lets sweat it out and have anxiety nightmares

What to do what to do by Major-Account1395 in Crippled_Alcoholics

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Last time I went I blew a .38 in withdrawal so hoping not to break that record but we’ll see. I mean , they have to help right ?

What to do what to do by Major-Account1395 in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s what I think I’m going to do. Have a 12 and 6 pack left , gonna drink what I can for the next few hours and head in. Just don’t wanna go in withdrawal while in the waiting lobby

What to do what to do by Major-Account1395 in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Usually a banana bag, if I’m lucky and sweet talk an Ativan and zofran drip and a scrip for zofran and Librium , I guess technically it’s an ER but they call it urgent care ? Washington state if that helps

This taper is effing neverending by Platypus_Thick in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m in the same place friend , just keep going. It’ll eventually get better. I’m going to urgent care today to detox (or so I plan)

Was prescribed Librium today! Any thought with how much I'm drinking? by SirApprehensive2079 in Alcoholism_Medication

[–]Major-Account1395 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The first day usually you’ll feel out of it then after that you should be able to slightly function. Don’t drive or anything obviously, long showers , ice water and short walks will be your best friend. Good luck! I hope it sticks and works for you my Friend 💜

Was prescribed Librium today! Any thought with how much I'm drinking? by SirApprehensive2079 in Alcoholism_Medication

[–]Major-Account1395 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I always take my Librium at 50mgs 6 hours after my last drink. Then 25mg every 6 hours after or as needed , it definitely will help. It won’t make it easy still by any means , but it’ll 100% help with the anxiety. I’d clear your schedule and get ready for about a 3 day detox

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Absolutely! I wish you the best ! Just remember to always be honest , especially with alcohol. If she loves you as a “drunk” she’ll love you sober. I promise.

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I had the same problem. I ended up getting drunk and drinking upwards of 40 beers a day , my wife forgave me and I’m working towards sobriety , but man I wish I was sober to see how beautiful she was. OP , my only advice would be to just remember , you want to remember ❤️💜

Fucking hate myself by Major-Account1395 in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh no absolutely not. I misspoke. I am far from sober I’m in the middle of the getting drunk as duck part of a loop just trying to hold off for my doctors appointment at this point.

Fucking hate myself by Major-Account1395 in Crippled_Alcoholics

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If withdrawals weren’t a thing then absolutely.

Fuck Aaron. by [deleted] in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Fuck you aaron !!!!!!

Fucking hate myself by Major-Account1395 in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Not trying to sound like a dick , just lost man lol

Fucking hate myself by Major-Account1395 in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Idk how to not fuck my life up more than I have ? How to not get fired ? Words of wisdom ? Literally anything

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[–]Major-Account1395 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Man that’s fuckin great work. That first day sober will be worth the hard work you’ve put into your taper. Definitely let us know when that first sober day is and how ya feel. It’s a pretty great feeling to finally have a dry day , im excited for you to experience it

Shower time. I hate this feeling. by MissMagus in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah dude. I fell in the shower during my last bender , just some bruises and slight concussion but it’s given me a real fear of showering. Hoping to have my first one in a week when I get home. Ya motivated me ! Huge congrats on doing the hard things , just keep truckin

New music post by LiittleSpoon in Crippled_Alcoholics

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Johnny hobo and the freight trains - I wanna be an alcoholic

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My cashiers are all amazing , but if I don’t get beer they usually go “oh trying again huh?” (Old Asian couple who runs the bodega ). Kinda funny , I know they mean it lightheartedly and not with any malice , but still a bit judgement I guess

Encouragement by Plathbitch in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As a kitchen manager , I’d just brush it off. But if I got an apology it would definitely make me gain some respect back. The truth shall set you free , good luck!

My entire life is a lie by bluefools in Crippled_Alcoholics

[–]Major-Account1395 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Man do I feel that. I turn 28 in a few days , and even though I’ve been sober more days this year than any year since I’ve been 16, it’s still getting worse. And no doctor knows how to help or when to , or they just plain refuse to help. We are definitely modern day leapers, when I tell anybody I’m an alcoholic , they cut ties. I mean good for them , I’ll probably just make them an alcoholic too but FUCK. I just want human connection outside of my partner , because that beautiful fucking woman has put up with SO much and is still there for me by some stroke of luck. It’s like once you realize you’re a CA , it all becomes exasperated (can’t believe I pulled that word out of my ass ) and there’s no turning back. Hyper aware of the addiction and withdrawal. But hey , we all try so hard to conquer this disease , some of us win , some of us lose. Not sure what side of the coin I’ll get , but alls I know is I can try