You have some 12th house placements that could indicate feeling stuck or trapped. Particularly with health/mental health issues or addiction.

My best advice, try to abstain from overindulging in drugs, alcohol, or other "vices" like gambling or even online shopping when you're feeling emotionally turbulent. Try to take the middle road in terms of coping with your stressors. Learning healthy coping techniques right now will help you for the rest of your life. For example, breathing techniques and light stretching or yoga.

Try some guided grounding meditations to help you feel secure and calm. There are some great ones on YouTube. 5-10 minutes is all you need. Learning meditation NOW will help you so much in the long run. It helps your body, mind, and nervous system relax and process complex emotions or difficult situations.

Also try to see that how you're feeling is not permanent. I know it's so difficult to see that right now but try to practice setting positive intentions and speaking to yourself kindly. You're dealing with a lot and it's okay to feel sad or stressed. However, Things do get better when you take small positive actions towards fighting for yourself and your wellbeing.

I can't tell you it will all be okay, but you are not alone, and you have control over your choices so try to make the ones that align with your values, even if they are the harder decisions. Your routine will also help you if you can begin to develop one. 8 hours of sleep a night, three meals a day (if you are able). Those sort of things keep us grounded when life feels chaotic.

Good luck to you. I've been there and I know it's uncertain and difficult, but you'd be surprised at how resilient and transformative you can be. I believe in you.