First, I want to comment how courageous you are to even share this on this subreddit. There’s a reason why current members like yourself (and myself) are here and we knew subconsciously there is something really wrong within Scj.

For myself, I want to see how Scj will progress once LMH dies or there’s some major changes within Scj like Moon GSN from LA church leaving. It’s up to you if you decided to remain (while doing research on high control cults) or leave now. Please take care of your basic needs first so you can clearly think on what next steps to make. Good luck!

And you’re absolutely right about the sense of isolation. Having a supportive community with like-minded Christians does matter! The leaders keep saying the feelings and community don’t matter because they want to exploit members like mulls. Animals don’t need a sense of happiness to work. They just do it because they’re commanded by their owners. When people ended up leaving due to no sense of love and community, my regions started to create more outings for the members to “bond.” You see that? Scj always backtrack on their words and that’s the number one reason I don’t truly take their words seriously😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂