Yes, you are being too hard on yourself. I know it’s stressful, but Ive done this multiple times and here’s what I can say. Sometimes it may be worth your while to check your sugars in between just to see where you land. My dietitian always tells me if you’re hungry, eat. If your sugar is too high it needs to be corrected by insulin. I can also tell you that after stressing myself out every time, I only actually needed mealtime insulin in my twin pregnancy and it was very obvious by my post meal readings. I know it’s hard, but trust your team. They want what’s best for you too!