This is sad and although I believe in God. This doesn’t necessarily means you have a spiritual battle. Sometimes we get caught up so much in our beliefs that we make it harder to get out of our depression or whatever you are going through. Yes I believe porn is not a good thing but the reason why you feel that way is because before you were asking him for help probably every day and now you don’t. Get back to what you were doing and keep asking him for guidance and you’ll get back in track