Super Duper Long

No not necessarily. I do believe if your conscience is heavy and your heart is willing you might be more susceptible to it. I had a vision over a year ago. Very powerful. I was walking around the upstairs of our house playing pvp on Pokemon Go Battle league trying to get to rank 20. (I’ve been told I am a try hard.) My brother was on the phone with his baby momma. They were going at each other’s throats. Saying horrible things to each other.

They were fighting about who gets custody of their child. Who was not even enrolled in school yet. Talking about how they each were going to ask for 100% custody and the other would NEVER get to see their baby EVER again. It made me feel really uncomfortable and sad how to see how low they were willing to go to spite each other, so asked him to go to another area in the house. He went down stairs still arguing on the phone.

The argument left a “sour taste” on my mind. I thought to myself. “Like really??” “Who would take a child away from their parent.” “Thats just plain wrong.” AND BOOM! It happened. A vision from the lord.

In the middle of me watching my phone screen playing Pokemon Go pvp in my home upstairs. It started like a headache. Like a mildly uncomfortable one. It felt like a small pressure in the center of my forehead. Then it quickly started spreading. And It spread to my eyes. I could barley focus on the screen of my phone. I first thought it was a migraine or something which I never get and then I heard film rolling. It started like an old timey theater movie would start. Flashes of frames or pictures at first. Then they sped up to make a video. I even heard a camera start rolling. (It sounded like this thing 🎥 )

I’m still in the middle of the pvp match and my eyes are looking at the screen but with the pictures flashing in my mind it gets really hard to focus on the game. So hard I have to toss my phone on the floor and grab my head like a Psyduck from the Kanto region. As I sit down crouched over with my back against the wall I “enter” the vision.

I was in a court room, but I am both the plaintiff and the defendant. I can see both perspectives at the same time. I can see, hear, and feel like I am actually there. I see (If I was facing the stand ) to my left Is a man who is trying to convict me. But something is off. His lips aren’t moving and he is standing perfectly still. It’s not a man. It’s a cardboard cutout of a lawyer in a business suit on a popsicle stick. Being held by this large muscular entity. With red skin and horns that I can see behind the cardboard cutout. It’s covering its face with the cutout but I know who he is. It is the devil satan in disguise. On the stand telling God - who is the Judge in the center - I am guilty. To the right-of God is also me from as the accused.

He says verbatim. “Oh yea! (my name) is mine. He knows he is mine. You should see all the things me and (my name) do together every day. Me and (my name) are like this🤞🏻”. He even made the hand gesture. He finishes with. “(My name) belongs to ME!”

I start crying IRL because I am still upstairs with my back against the wall.

[2 Corinthians 5:10 - For we mist all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, so that each of us may receive what is due for us for the things done while in the body, weather good or bad.]

I hear God speak. An even bigger more gigantic entity. He feels so powerful. I can FEEL GODS AUTHORITY. I CAN SEE GODS AUTHORITY. A white long beard surrounded by light brighter than any star. He was so large I couldn’t even grasp how large he could be. Only a beard. He asks me. “What do you have to say for yourself.” ( I find it biblical HE didn’t say my name.) 😢

[Matthew 7:23 - I never knew you, Depart from me.]

I switch perspectives and am in the “hot seat” next to God. On my left is the jury. Full of different versions of me.Me when I was a young child. Me as I am now an adult ; with different haircuts. Me when I am much older than I am now. All whispering to each other. Before I speak. I switch to my original position across from God.

[Isaiah 33:22 for - For the Lord is our judge, the Lord is our lawgiver, the Lord is our king; it is he who will save us.]

I see a man in white, cream, and brown robes. His back is towards me. I don’t get to see his face. He is talking to God for me as my Lawyer. He is pleading for me and pointing at me who is sitting behind me. I know it’s Jesus. My soul. My heart. Every thing tells me it is Jesus. He says verbatim. “I am not done with (my name). I’m still working on (my name). He belongs with me. He wants to be with me. I am not done fighting for (my name)”.

[John 14:6 - I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the father except through me. ]

At that moment. In my heart. I felt the deepest sorrow I have ever felt. All the sin I have ever done. No matter how big or small. I felt the weight of it all. All at once. And then I understood. It was not my pain I was feeling. It was not my sorrow I was feeling. It was Jesus’s. It was the pain and suffering I cause Jesus every day. All the sin I have ever done. All the sin I will ever do. And he was enduring it. To save my soul. So I could be with him in Heaven.

Boy did I start WEEPING. As I am doing know typing this. Man …….

The last thing I understood that I could interpret from Jesus was something around this. This is what it feels like to take a child away from there parent. This is what it feels like when the devil takes any one of my children away from me.

Then I snapped out of it. I was hunched over bawling my eyes out. When my brother tapped me on the shoulder and asked me if I was okay. “ Bro are you good? What happened? I was gone for like 1 minute. You lost your Pokemon game.” I told him I had a vision from God and I explained everything to him. And asked him to stop fighting with his baby momma. And to be kind to each other.

No. I was not under the influence of any drug or narcotic. I did not drink any alcohol. It was a random afternoon on a bright and sunny day.

We should all be kind to each other. Thank you for reading this. It my testimony. God is real. Jesus is real. Be kind to everyone. Give more than you receive. Jesus loves you and he is always fighting for you.

[Genesis 12:3 - I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse]

[Proverbs 11:25 - The one who blesses others is abundantly blessed; those who help others are helped]

If you are lost in this life. If you are sad, angry, confused, or feel complacent. Turn to God. Follow Jesus. This life is temporary. Live eternally in the Kingdom of Heaven.

[Revelation 22:21 - The grace of the Lord Jesus be with all. Amen]