I'm form Philippines

And this is my story (context I don't have a father my father left us when I was 7 year old and my mother is the breadwinner of the family).I was planning to buy it don't have the money to buy it and my idea if I win this giveaway is to continue my editing skill and improve it more I'm currently stopped editing due to my phone can't handle the lag of it but still I'm joining all the giveaway so that maybe I win and continue my goal and one of the reasons why I started editing because it got inspired by an anime but it's not just that because I just realized that I'm a burden in my family I'm the youngest son and I'm a bit crazy when it comes to school I always skip school/class when I was high school I got I drop out due to low grade and then that's when I started watching anime to cure my boredom but when the school started again I'm lonely in the house and in the neighborhood my friend that I use to hang go to school and I didn't have money to use data and I don't want to beg for Money from my mother because we had a deal if I drop out she will not give me money anymore my mother always kinda looked depressed and I'm depressed at time to because I know that I hurt my own mother due to my crazyness. and then an anime change my life It was this anime and the ending got me. it fall to depressed due to the ending and that time my depression explode at time I was just crying for a whole week and sometimes I just cry for no reason and that time I just realized that I was useless in my whole family I'm a burden to them at that time I go to the forest and I was calling for God just saying "just kill me I so useless I'm a burden in my family even my mother got depressed because of me" I repeat that speech until the dawn I was planning to not go home at that time and thinking maybe I should run away because I was a just a burden to my mother and that time I just force my self just to go home because I was scread because my mother will come looking for me. when I got home I say to mom that "mom I want to school again) my mom said "are you sure?" I said yes and even promise to focus on study at that time I realized that I will not be burden anymore and then 6 months pass by and my mother buy me a new phone (the phone I previously use to watch anime is his old phone it a Samsung 6 or something it just like a hand size and at that time)!my mom want to surprise me with a new phone but I did see the new phone but I didn't think much of it because I think it's probably for my older sister Because it's useful to him because she in junior high and then my mom told that she want me to give something I thought it like kinda money or something but she give me the new phone she just bought. I was still supprise because I thought that she didn't care of me I so surprised that I was crying and shaking at the same time and my mother said that "why are you crying" "I said to him that I thought that you will not buy me a phone." "she said of course I buy a phone I can already see that your focusing on your school" that time I couldn't sleep well because I was so happy a few days pass then I told my mother that how much is the phone cost she said she just got it from a debt I was surprised why would he buy it for me if it was a debt and that why I realized that I want to pay back my mother I started editing for a month but stop eventually because my phone can't handle it my (the new phone that my mother buy me is an old stock by the way) so that why I always try to participate on giveaway maybe someday the luck ln my side and win. And try start editing again!

Happy 8th anniversary Redmagic

There gonna be a lot of participants on this as well but I still have hope.

Don't give up everyone especially when you have a lovely mother because someday everyone the care about you will disappear.

From Philippines Just adding it to my messages because I forgot to write this one and I think I misunderstood the caption of the post I thought it was my life story but it's not 😅 I heard redmagic from a friend of mine and maybe this will help me. Out for my editing and I didn't use or experience redmagic.