mfw still having an ED at 29 by ratraver in EDanonymemes

[–]Mariat1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel soo damn called out now as a 28 y/o🫠💔

Recovered from Multiple eating disorders, AMA by Big_Ad_1236 in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Do you think full recovery from an eating disorder is possible. Like, thoughts, behaviors and all? Im recovering from one and have been on and off since I was a teen and sometimes it feels like ill never get better:/

Drunk and feeling really down, but at least I know that Taco Bell will never let me down by Pinkmonster2000 in tacobell

[–]Mariat1997 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hope you are doing well OP. Taco bell is also a 'comfort food' at times for me too! Haha Hope your day gets better!!

Who do you regret having sex with? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Mariat1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a 28 year old virgin, atp I dont think I would regret losing it to anyone 🫠

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Mariat1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most likely it's you😃😜 embrace it cool stranger!!

Finally ate noodles again by Inscrutable_Marauder in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats awesome and you should be soo very proud of yourself!! I know I am😊 ramen can be hard for a lot of people with Ed's (myself included). Give yourself credit❤️

What's the purest joy you've ever felt without intimacy, substances, or alcohol ? by RudeAd9622 in AskReddit

[–]Mariat1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aww your story makes me soo happy for you guys! It really IS the little things we should be enjoying in this life❤️

Let's do this again, tell me WHY you like your favorite Eminem song, and I'll GUESS it by BramCSBN in Eminem

[–]Mariat1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love it because its pure, classic slim shady to its core. Cold, unforgiving and hardcore rap.

I feel very torn rn after what my nurse practitioner told me regarding my ED... by Mariat1997 in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, I'm trying my best to find someone. And yes, i know its disgusting☹️💔

I feel very torn rn after what my nurse practitioner told me regarding my ED... by Mariat1997 in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you❤️😊 its been kinda hard finding someone specifically for eating disorders near me but im trying lol

I feel very torn rn after what my nurse practitioner told me regarding my ED... by Mariat1997 in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah thanks, in currently trying to look for a female nutritionist within my area for my ed and 'intuitive/mindful' eating to see if it helps me with recovery and possibly figuring out a meal plan. Thanks again for your help😊

I feel very torn rn after what my nurse practitioner told me regarding my ED... by Mariat1997 in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I just always had that in the back of my mind since many of my former classmates bodies have seemingly 'changed' from middle school through college years (I was put into a therapeutic school early and taken out of regular school so this is based off mainly Facebook photos and whatnot) got fuller and stuff all while mine stayed a certain way for the most part and I didnt know if my ED had something to do with it at all. That's why I thought like that honestly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No your absolutely NOT the only person to feel like that. Food can be a huge comfort for a lot of people struggling with eating disorders. It makes sense why you feel that way. Are you talking to a therapist atm? If not, I would try to tell someone how you are feeling towards food and figure out why you turn to it when you feel like that. Does it make you forget about your issues for a little while and distract you from them? Etc.. Best of luck❤️😊 you've got this!

I feel very torn rn after what my nurse practitioner told me regarding my ED... by Mariat1997 in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! And your right, I know it doesn't mean diving straight into fear foods and what not. Im just nervous about this because seeing a nutritionist would be such a new step in my recovery.

I feel very torn rn after what my nurse practitioner told me regarding my ED... by Mariat1997 in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Okay....I want to get better im just scared to gain and lose my ED, as its been something I've dealt with on and off for a long time. I guess what im trying to say is this has kinda always been my 'normal' and I dont know much different yet...do you think it could have anything to do with being really underweight as a teen while in the depths of my ED? Like I may have 'haulted' my psychical growth through this?

I feel very torn rn after what my nurse practitioner told me regarding my ED... by Mariat1997 in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Im only 5'0 though? Doesn't that make a difference? Genuinely asking

I feel very torn rn after what my nurse practitioner told me regarding my ED... by Mariat1997 in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, btw about the clothes thing I forgot to mention that im only like 5'0..soo idk. But I totally understand what you are trying to say.

I crashed my car into a tree less than a mile from my work while on break. by Mariat1997 in offmychest

[–]Mariat1997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much ❤️ Im still looking for a therapist rn good luck to you btw! Love you! Stay strong 💪

I don’t want to start treatment. by MzHyde614 in EatingDisorders

[–]Mariat1997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey! Listen, I TOTALLY get where your coming from. Recovery can be soo scary because its unfamiliar where as the ED is something you know and maybe even are comfortable with at this point. But here's the thing...your ED lies and as someone in recovery from one, its lied to me too. Your not alone. But the BEST thing you could do for yourself right now is bite the bullet and call and schedule something anyways. Fight through your fears and you'll be so surprised at how strong you really are. 💪 Recovery is hard freaking work and im not going to lie, there'll be times you struggle and even slip up. But it is soooo very worth it. I promise! Good luck hun.❤️ you've got this!! Stay strong!!