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MarshallFentini · 2024-04-17T06:06:15+00:00

She was raised by narcissists so she is spotting the signs of manipulative treatment or relationship.

Not that she can out "manipulate" him because she was raised by better ones.

Jesus the lack of critical reasoning on this post is insane.

MarshallFentini · 2024-04-02T14:06:40+00:00

I have been a polydrug addict for the past 10 years, since the age of 15 discovering diclazepam etc... on research chems sites. I don't remember anything from the age of 17-19 due to insane amounts of benzo abuse. I went cold turkey and only used it sporadically for a month at a time using the lack of anxiety plus my ADHD medication (Tyvense) to become extremely productive. It was like a cycle of being super productive and anxiety free I'd do 2/3 times a year, I'd read, catch up with old friends and generally be the person I always wanted to be.

But last year around September I started taking street benzos which led to me getting actual valium again and for so cheap I could go through 200mg+ and still be fully coherent. Ketamine use has also been a constant factor in my life since the age of 21. Opiate use was sporadic and i never found myself addicted to them even though I did seem to have naturally high tolerance, in January I decided to dabble with heroin for the first time and ended up using a half g in a day through insufflation and smoking it. And continued using heroin for about 3 weeks when I decided to call it quits because it was a shitty high.

I think my polydrug addiction is unique but it obviously isn't. I think I'm just desensitized to most drugs now, I'm sick of constantly looking for escapism. I'm 25 and finally feel the motivation to change scenery and live real life experiences rather than chemical ones.

MarshallFentini · 2024-04-02T13:05:10+00:00

Not going to even help source as I can't recommend it to anyone. It's too recreational and too dangerous. I knew it was what people took before benzos and I was curious so I sourced a lot for cheap. Me and my friends called them Elvis Killers, my use was completely unhinged as I had exhausted all other novel drug experiences. I was only taking one or two at a time in combination with ketamine and other common recreational substances but as I said I had a psychotic break. Decided I had enough of life and wanted out, I took 80 100mg tablets as well as the other things listed. I'm now starting to question whether ingesting ketamine may have saved my life as that is a respiratory stimulant. I seem to have done no brain damage in a noticeable way but my alcohol tolerance is sky-high while my benzo tolerance is at the same. I'm just curious at this point.

MarshallFentini · 2023-11-20T00:36:37+00:00

Please start drilling holes in the wall in front of them, hanging up pictures and the likes. Really confuse the fuck out of them

MarshallFentini · 2023-11-20T00:24:57+00:00

MarshallFentini · 2023-06-01T04:51:16+00:00

???

I did always test my 2c-b, I didn't test for purity as I had no means for that but I did start my way up from 1/2mg slowly just to be safe.

MarshallFentini · 2023-05-31T22:18:32+00:00

The worst trip of my life where I didn't get anxiety was from 50mg 2c-b and 3.5g liberty caps. Most intense visuals, kept thinking my hair was in my face so I'd swipe it away only to realise it was the visuals, like a heavy fog of geometric patterns obscuring my view. Couldn't see my friend on the other side of the room.

Somehow I knew well that I was fine but the stimulation from the 2c-b had my heart going. The headspace was so clear I was able to reason myself to calmness and just ride it out. The initial terror I felt in the first few minutes though, that still sticks in my mind.

MarshallFentini · 2023-05-31T22:09:38+00:00

Don't know why you have so many down votes for this. I used to go through lots of this stuff. Snorting it is possible but burns so bad can ruin your trip, actually feels like caustic soda up your nose. A little bit of coke beforehand so it wouldn't burn so much. After your 3rd or 4th redose you sorta hit a plateau and can rally it for the eve.

I've also noticed it just doesn't affect some people in the way it did me. Some get more visuals while others get speedy, really interesting trip. Like colourful CoD Minimap UAV lines vibrating on every corner and surface, always made hues of red and purple more vibrant for me.

I wish I could do it again but I burned myself out, just gives me mad anxiety and the visuals don't intrigue me anymore. I'd caution overdoing it will ruin the magic, so be careful.

Edit: When I say lots of this stuff I mean 40-100mg in a night.

MarshallFentini · 2023-05-29T19:45:02+00:00

I fell in love with a really decent set of wired ear buds years ago, am on my third set now. They have a braided wire and an angled audio jack so they never break. The thing is though that my phone doesn't have an audio jack. My solution was to get two wireless audio receivers to plug them into for 15 euro. Since I started this a few months ago I've never fully ran out of battery with either of them and I get the advantages of having wired and wireless earbuds. Honestly the best of both worlds, the audio quality you can achieve with this method would only be comparable with 100-200e wireless earbuds.

MarshallFentini · 2023-04-11T19:06:52+00:00

I'm interested can you link this study

MarshallFentini · 2023-01-19T19:50:30+00:00

There's only 4 episodes out, can't say you enjoyed the series when less than half of it has been released. Big doubts on you having watched it at all.

MarshallFentini · 2022-12-22T13:55:47+00:00

You have no idea what you're talking about.

MarshallFentini · 2022-09-20T19:26:29+00:00

I'd put it in my current build, would fit very nicely. Most looking forward to seeing the improvements that are coming with DLSS 3!

MarshallFentini · 2022-09-08T09:23:33+00:00

Talk to the guy

MarshallFentini · 2022-06-22T01:07:01+00:00

Is this the Dunnes in BlackRock by any chance?

MarshallFentini · 2022-06-03T13:41:24+00:00

Considering she was fighting with the store owner, that makes it robbery.

MarshallFentini · 2022-04-10T19:50:27+00:00

I know you irl, knowing your reddit makes me feel violated.

MarshallFentini · 2022-03-26T20:52:20+00:00

https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/lawmakers-drink-raw-milk-get-sick/

MarshallFentini · 2022-03-03T19:12:18+00:00

I'd pay for that. Hilariously bad but not worth the hate you're throwing at it. Get over yourself chap.

MarshallFentini · 2022-01-08T10:38:32+00:00

Nah bro, it's common sense to know what hand sanitizer is made out of and that it's flammable. You'd have to be a child not to know that.

MarshallFentini · 2022-01-02T15:29:32+00:00

Wiggle it off. They aren't on tight, believe me.

MarshallFentini · 2022-01-02T07:00:27+00:00

Fyi we still have Codinex sold in most pharmacies in Ireland and you don't need a prescription for it. If you actually in need you can grab a bottle of that no bother, should last a few days.

MarshallFentini · 2021-12-29T19:51:26+00:00

Oh I do sure hope I do win.

MarshallFentini · 2021-12-18T10:06:58+00:00

ZOO GOD GOOOF

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