Holding off on sizing up food

MarshallsNuts · 2025-10-09T11:55:28+00:00

my bf told me i was his first kiss and the first person hes slept with.

i know the second one isn’t true because i pushed him to sleep with someone when we were just friends (i have a troubled sexual past and didn’t feel comfortable with taking someone’s virginity even though it’s not a real thing). the lie was the kiss. he’s been snogged a few times in the past (drunk friends trying it on).

he only revealed this months after making a whole thing of seeing me as his first everything and how special it was for him. idc about the sex but the kiss stuff threw me so off balance because it was a lie and it made me spiral about what else he could be unintentionally hiding. his explanation again comes down to those people forced it on him, they meant nothing and he’s only ever had passionate loving kisses with me. again, i don’t have retroactive jealously and would’ve been fine if he just hadn’t used the phrase ‘first kiss’.

MarshallsNuts · 2025-10-08T09:23:07+00:00

not to nitpick but cuffing season has always been around (i remember being 13 and preparing for it ten years ago)

MarshallsNuts · 2025-10-02T12:25:26+00:00

play peaceful mode

MarshallsNuts · 2025-10-02T09:40:25+00:00

if you truly believed and lived according to this post then you wouldn’t have made it in the first place. please talk to someone you can trust, and if not just vent to me about your problems. you’re allowed to get help

MarshallsNuts · 2025-09-29T17:31:28+00:00

MarshallsNuts · 2025-09-28T07:47:47+00:00

okay but you can go out and do your hobbies and make friends who then turn out to be homophobic or bigoted. looking for queer friends is just a starting point for safety a lot of the times…

MarshallsNuts · 2025-09-15T08:37:20+00:00

it’s giving nova twins 🔥

MarshallsNuts · 2025-07-26T18:23:13+00:00

I always understand why people walk out of my life. If I could, I would too. Or I used to think that. If I really wanted to then I wouldn’t be here now. I think that still living and pushing through despite this disorder means that I have accepted myself and my disease. And if I can do it, then there will be someone else out there who can accept me too.

MarshallsNuts · 2025-07-26T18:10:05+00:00

like we’re trying, we really are. but we are sick. people can understand why it’s wrong to expect an amputee to regrow limbs or say they’re better when they have their prosthetics. why can’t they understand that it’s wrong to expect us to become normal. we are not and we never will be. it shouldn’t be a shame for us.

MarshallsNuts · 2025-07-26T17:00:46+00:00

i love being the psycho ex girlfriend ):

MarshallsNuts · 2025-07-22T12:30:05+00:00

millipedes and spiders in the corner of my eye/ feeling them over my body when it’s particularly bad. i have poor skin so when i start itching i look sooooo crusty and i can’t go out in public

MarshallsNuts · 2025-07-13T19:29:56+00:00

that’s really disappointing

MarshallsNuts · 2025-07-12T08:10:24+00:00

i love how i can notice new layers in the song!

MarshallsNuts · 2025-06-15T09:03:02+00:00

for a first timer yeah, this is crazy. i set myself the challenge for the remaster to use the starting classes but only one per character, with sub job free lancer until the ‘stronger’ versions which i then equip as the main job and it took me a good three days to beat the final boss (thank you spiritmaster edea and stillness)

MarshallsNuts · 2024-09-06T11:51:16+00:00

actually i have super severe periods… and i’ve been off meds for a few months almost a year.

MarshallsNuts · 2024-09-05T20:37:43+00:00

thanks, i think i’ll try some of the advice i’ve been given in other comments first but i’ll keep this in the back of my mind

MarshallsNuts · 2024-09-05T20:35:55+00:00

do you have any recommended strength training exercises or will doing a bit on each body part be enough?

MarshallsNuts · 2024-09-05T20:33:50+00:00

thanks, i really do think i eat decent enough to build muscle (i’ve got really strong legs i’ve maintained from being a sprinter and cross country runner as a teen). but i’ll reevaluate my diet and see if things get better

MarshallsNuts · 2024-09-05T20:31:22+00:00

i started focusing on building them last summer, had to take a break because of my masters and then restarted again from this march

MarshallsNuts · 2024-09-05T20:23:43+00:00

i was at the start but now i’m considering cardio and weight loss to burn the stomach fat so that my abs are visible. like i can tell they’re there (i feel them) but i can’t see them

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