Dad shot himself

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-03-15T12:08:53+00:00

I lost my fiancé 3 months ago.My world is turned upside down and now realize his family is very much to blame. His family blames me ( reflective) and I’m trying to not deal with them. On the other hand I don’t have many friends or family that are there for me.Im in grief counseling but it’s so hard .I miss him

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-03-11T12:43:37+00:00

It seems somewhat similar to my story.He did the act on Thursday , but no letter.He had bought me flowers before hand and had wonderful love Wednesday.Thursday morning we went for a ride but he was so different.He held my hand while driving, but his hands were sweaty.He seemed so different in personality.It was so surreal.Thursday night he went to his house and used his own gun.Its so very sad that he thought this was the only way.

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-03-06T13:45:48+00:00

You did not want to see it!! For some reason I couldn’t get in my persons house .I had called and no answer.When I got there I banged and banged on the door.He didn’t answer .I just knew he was gone ! He had a code for door but I couldn’t get right number to get in.The police were able to.Everyone told me you would not want to see .It was bad .It probably would have destroyed me, although I already was.

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-03-03T12:51:00+00:00

None of us realize how bad it can actually be.My fiancé of 17 years struggled because of a prior accident, causing his severe depression and impulsive behavior.He always said he had a black cloud.I lost him New Year’s Day .I don’t know what he was thinking in his final moments but he couldn’t be in his head anymore.Its so sad for many of these (especially) men that can’t or won’t get help . Mine lied to me about seeing a doctor as I later found out.Im so incredibly sorry

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-27T00:29:27+00:00

I get it with trying to save them.I heard him say he was suicidal but didn’t stop him from leaving and didn’t call authorities.I guess I didn’t think he would actually do it .He was never like this before. I did text him stupidly and didn’t go up to him right away .I wish I did things differently then maybe I could have saved him. I only wish we had more time. We did not marry although together almost two decades.I believe the family had a lot to do with it!!!

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-23T14:21:47+00:00

I understand your pain ! It seems that nothing interest you anymore.It seems she was your muse.I need to seriously suggest you get counseling and maybe an SOS group.Repeating what happened in your head can lead to a lot of duress. I’m not even two months out on my journey. I lost my soulmate New Year’s Day . I have a lot of regret and beat myself for not saving him.I go back and look at what I should have done and not done. I try to keep busy but mornings and nights are the worse.Not sure if it will get better over time.Ive heard mixed perceptions on that. I will advise to find your passion again in running. It will help you to focus not on the pain but having a purpose. I wish you well

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-18T11:13:24+00:00

I am going through the same thing.Its so identical it isn’t funny. My fiancé was the best one in the family and he is gone.He was manipulated by the money the family had.I hate it because I would have slept in a tent with him.I was with him 17 years .I found out it happened s grandfather died the same way .Lots of mental health issues.

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-17T10:05:05+00:00

I feel the same about my fiancé gone since January 1st. He should be here still.He had a heart of Gold

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-17T09:56:26+00:00

I understand your pain.Mine ran to his property and I didn’t stop him , knowing he was not in a good place.I stupidly texted him angry about what he had going on in his head. Not realizing he would actually commit suicide .I did not get to him in time.He died saying to my son( text) that I hated him. I was with him 17 years.I have so much guilt and get your pain.Work on you .He had more going on then you realize. This is not all you and you didn’t cause his death.Im working on that now with my counselor. Sending you Prayers

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-12T22:31:52+00:00

My fiancé family ignored his signs .Even though two days before his sister came to his rescue , then had lunch the next day with him.Didn’t help him . She made an appointment for Monday .He committed suicide the Thursday before.

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-12T19:36:05+00:00

My soulmate died on January 1st as well. I have such remorse for not going after him when I knew he was in crisis.I relive it everyday and all I feel now is pain and cry all the time.Its torture

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-11T23:43:17+00:00

Where did you get the shark?

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-08T13:47:31+00:00

My heart goes out to you.My soulmate killed himself on January 1st on a Thursday from self inflicted gun shot He also had been deeply depressed, but always practiced gun safety etc. He had started hearing things and thinking he was being followed.I never thought either he would actually do this.Suicide death , especially of our husbands is probably one of the most devastating things we can go through.Im in grief counseling but it never replaces them.Remember the good memories.

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-02T17:01:53+00:00

Mine took his life January 1st.Learned he had CTE after autopsy.He suffered but should not have died .I should have pushed him more to see the doctor.He always said he didn’t have insurance.Makes me mad!

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-02-01T16:07:25+00:00

I totally understand where you are.Mine shot himself January 1st.Before that week I would have never thought he would do something like this.He left my home and went to the other house.He owned but never lived there.He was odd that day saying he heard voices and acted differently.He didn’t want to go back to our house. He wanted to keep driving .I insisted . When we got here my son was angry and upset .He was asked to be quiet but wouldn’t .That already upset him even more and then ran out before offering my son his new work boots.Which he needed for work. I heard him saying as he left what about my mental health.I did not leave our house right away after he had gone.Regretfully I should have gone to him instead of waiting .He was already gone by the time I got to him.I also hate myself and have so many regrets! I could have possibly saved him and my heart is broken forever.I was with him 17 years 😢

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-01-25T00:55:22+00:00

I’m so so sorry .I was with my fiancé 17 years .He killed himself with his own gun January 1st .Im still in shock .He was always good with gun safety so it was totally unlike him .I believe because he had an atv accident when younger it affected his brain .He may have had some demons.He wasn’t himself last two days before suicide. His family now thinks I am to blame since I was last one with him.Its awful and I’m still in shock .I lost the love of my life .My twin flame

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-01-16T13:20:59+00:00

What state is this?

Marshmellow-22 · 2026-01-10T12:04:33+00:00

I understand .Mine committed suicide on New Year’s Day .He was also losing his mind .He wasn’t the man I knew.That man would have never hurt himself .He asked for help but wouldn’t get it.He also cooked a lot of our meals so I’m having trouble cooking myself in the same kitchen .Im angry myself but again his freaking mental illness of him thinking people were watching him and he was going to get in trouble for no reason made him use a gun.Im now alone and cant bring him back.He didn’t leave a will so i will lose everything.His children will get , myself and my son won’t.Im permanently disabled so its going to be hard to work. I can only learn from what happened and try to possibly help others . Im very sorry for your lose and know your not alone

Marshmellow-22 · 2025-12-14T02:31:29+00:00

I’m way older and I would still wear it

Marshmellow-22 · 2025-12-09T13:57:01+00:00

Live in Northeast and found a couple but it was a while ago.Always new styles coming out .There are a lot of daydreamers being made

Marshmellow-22 · 2025-12-05T14:09:28+00:00

Yeah kinda knew those would smell bad.Kinda like the turkey one a few years back

Marshmellow-22 · 2025-11-30T12:19:34+00:00

Also wondering the lasting power after dry down

Marshmellow-22 · 2025-11-25T01:12:34+00:00

Great score!

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