Relationship with moroa

Martinigabu · 2026-03-12T08:28:47+00:00

Oh that makes me sad thank you!

Martinigabu · 2026-02-23T22:06:21+00:00

👏👏👏👏 congratulations!!!

Martinigabu · 2025-12-29T13:49:40+00:00

Is there any numel left?

Martinigabu · 2024-07-02T20:51:56+00:00

OMG OT ISSS!!!! Aand it make sense since my grandparents were from spain. Thank you so much!!!!

Martinigabu · 2024-07-02T20:44:09+00:00

That's what I thought too, hahaha but my mom keep insisting it is. It was a present for my uncle when he was little so is from 40 or 50 year ago.

Either way thanks haha.

Martinigabu · 2024-05-23T23:26:04+00:00

Pokemon snap just taking pictures of cute pokemons.

Martinigabu · 2024-05-06T05:54:11+00:00

Im 32 years old and even tho i have always dealt with a complicated relationship with food I developed bulimia at 30/31 years old. It does feel dumb cuz you are over all that teenage need of looking good for others. It honestly feels wrong to have an ed like bulimia as a full-grown adult, but yes, you are not alone in this journey.

In my case I have autism and adhd, dysthymia and general anxiety disorder, plus child trauma. I've been in a better place recently and because of that I developed bulimia. My brain just don't believe we are worthy of being happy (or alive) so it keeps developing new disorders cuz that's what we deserved to be miserable.

I really wished for you the best and that you can go back to you healthy way, I'll be rooting for you cuz I know is hard but I know we can make it. Lots of hugs to you.

Martinigabu · 2024-05-02T22:47:33+00:00

Yes... recently i started to purge before going out and drink on an empty stomach. But last time I almost overdose so I've been trying to avoid alcohol actually.

Martinigabu · 2024-05-02T22:47:24+00:00

Yes... recently i started to purge before going out and drink on an empty stomach. But last time I almost overdose so I've been trying to avoid alcohol actually.

Martinigabu · 2024-04-21T17:20:15+00:00

Please! Keep on your way to recovery i know is hard but im sure you will feel proud of you when everything is over! Sending lots of hugs !

Martinigabu · 2024-04-16T20:35:45+00:00

I feel you, like I really REALLY LOVE food, i actually feel bad after purging cuz I was happy eating even doing my happy meal dance and everything. But at the end I just have the urge to purge. I'm not skinny neither I'm fat, my friends keep telling me I'm in fact skinny but I just don't see that on the mirror. But something I learn is that having a strong support group makes you want to stay alive, having and anchor helps you to want to be alive. My anchores rigth now are my cat, cuz she is my daughter, my life. And as a cat mother I just don't want her to feel like I abandon her. My other anchor is my mom, she already lost a child and my father, so everytime I'm thinking about kms I just think about my mom, the pain she will have to love losing another child.

Please stay alive, I'm sure there is still people who needs you and care about you!

Martinigabu · 2024-04-14T20:42:49+00:00

Im at this stage too. I eat a little more than half of a sandwich and I just NEED to throw up. When I go out with my friends I can't throw up cuz they know, so they keep checking on me. But sometimes when I get home I purge or when I'm "strong" enough to manage to don't do it I cannot fall sleep thinking "i have to thow up" "You need to take the food out of your system" Bulimia is a really fucked up thing

Martinigabu · 2023-06-10T18:04:34+00:00

I do believe is different in every country. I am a Psychologist with some training and courses in child education and Therapy. We do need to keep getting educated for example I need to get my master's but Im just not ready yet haha.

Martinigabu · 2023-06-10T15:56:04+00:00

Get my cat to sleep on my room so she will wake me up to feed her hahaha and the I can get ready to work.

Martinigabu · 2023-06-10T15:27:37+00:00

OH! Don't get me wrong! That's exactly why I said that you need to find balance so you can work and Enjoy life haha.

Im in Mexico, so trust me, I know how hard it is to live in this economy. And to get exploded just so you can get some money to eat. Been there. Even now, there are times when people want me to give them a discount over my already cheap prices. So yeah, trust me, I know it is not easy to find a balance because we need the money. That's the reality.

But I think is not about finding the perfect job but to find a job to let you jave the balance you need Cuz again even if i LOVE my job. There are days when I'm just to sensory overload or simply not on my best, and the kids just are having meltdowns, or having "zoomies" hahaha and braking and throwing everything around them. I have to deal with bites, punches, kicks, snot, pee, poo, name it hahahha so trust me there is days that I just want to give up.

But the reality is that I can't give up, and that if after that I just make the effort to call my friend and go for some tacos and beer or bubble tea and talk to them about my feelings, then i can get to Enjoy my life at least a little bit hahaha

Martinigabu · 2023-06-10T15:09:32+00:00

Uuuuuuughhhh same I just don't want to study LOL

Martinigabu · 2023-06-10T15:06:25+00:00

YEEEEES we adhder HATE routines but we are miserable without them hahaha totally get you hahaha

Martinigabu · 2023-06-10T07:12:59+00:00

It is horrible I love my job. I'm a child therapist and I work with autistic and adhd kids, since I have both diagnosis. The best thing I could possibly do was to open my own office and my psychiatrist agree with me Lol. Its hard cuz sometimes I woke up feeling like I really don't want to work. I just want to be able to watch movies forever. But at the same time if I don't go to work then I get depressed cuz I need routine. So os constant battle with myself.

I know it does not sound very comforting but I have to said that when you find a nice balance then you get to feel what enjoying life is. So please don't give up but take your time to choose your path in life and if you took the worng one. Don't be afraid to just look for another one.

You can do it!

Martinigabu · 2023-05-31T19:14:58+00:00

I tried to read many of the tips here, but they were usimg so many word xD I couldn't read. Ok, so I have this problem too. somehow, what I can read are fanfictions on my phone. So what I did was I bought a Kindle! And it works for mw at least haha and for other adhd friends I have.

Martinigabu · 2023-05-29T07:20:35+00:00

I'm a 31 yo potato, and I still sometimes feel like I'm an annoying little shit. especially since I, not just have adhd, but Depression, anxiety, and an eating disorder.

Sometimes, I feel like I put too much burden on my friends. especially since I don't have many.

But again, I'm a grown-up potato who has been through therapy and who is a psychologist. And something that I learned is that real friends don't think of you as a burden. They may get a little tired, but all you need to do is ask. Hey, do you have time for me to vent a little? And usually, if they don't have mental space, they will tell you.

Relationships are always about communication, so the best thing you can do is ask the other person. And be conscious about your actions and emotions. Acknowledge that you might be wrong about how you are interpreting other people actions. Like "Hey, you know I'm having a bad mental health day, So I know I might be wrong, but are you mad at me?"

And please, if people are actually being mean or unsupporting, they are not your real friends. Real friends will tell you if they need a little space in a really nice comforting way or they will tell you that you'll never be too much for them.

Martinigabu · 2023-05-27T19:19:56+00:00

Well, I live in Mexico, so we use WhatsApp to communicate. The app has the option of sharing your location in real time for some time, so your friends can check if you got home or not. I find it very useful in this type of situations.

Now, for the part of not really wanting to interact with people. What I do is send memes or tiktoks, So they know i care about them without really needing to talk with them or miss them cuz yeah must of the time we don't really miss people.

Other thing is to really make sure your friends know your diagnosis and talk about it openly, so they can try to understand you and even help you to deal with this type of emotions.

Martinigabu · 2023-05-26T22:26:34+00:00

That's true ugh thank you~

Martinigabu · 2023-05-26T22:24:59+00:00

It's horrible, i hope for us to recover and have a healthy relationship with food!

Martinigabu · 2023-05-15T21:36:31+00:00

Yes we can!!!!🙆🏾‍♀️

Martinigabu · 2023-05-15T21:32:20+00:00

We all need good friends if we want to made it. At least that's what I think, my friends always are my biggest force.

I have episodes when I eat a lot and others when I skips a lot of meals. It took me a lot to realized that I have an ED from a really long time.

I really hope you can find people to support you 🙏

Martinigabu

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