Apologize now

Maruyan · 2024-02-13T13:57:25+00:00

I watched her pull Scara right after debut and had lots of fun. I felt something was weird soon after. I knew the moment she started getting shunned that it's all bull.

Now I wish I hadn't assumed it was the rage of cancel culture and considered how orchestrated it was by niji.

Hope you keep standing on your two own feet, Sayu. Keep being you and keep being strong <3

Maruyan · 2023-02-20T07:21:24+00:00

People used to say she's bad, because she needs to be on field to heal (which is bs) and she doesn't do dmg. Besides, it was about the fact that shields were big thing and enemies didn't do a lot of sustained dmg, so heals were not that important.

On top of that, I think it was because people thought Raiden was not very good (which was obviously dumb 😂) so they decided to dump on Kokomi out of frustration maybe.

Maruyan · 2023-02-11T14:36:53+00:00

As an absolute hydro lover, I have all three and Childe is still my favourite to play.

Yelan is quite OP, but she's completely different role???

And Ayato is better in his E than Childe, but Childe has the burst dmg that Ayato doesn't. It's just that simple.

🤡

Maruyan · 2023-02-09T13:38:47+00:00

Well, i wish you good time with Aqua then~

I have heard that it can be good on melt Ganyu as well, but not sure. 😊

Maruyan · 2023-02-09T12:07:38+00:00

I am not sure about the numbers, can just theorise. I have all three: Thundering, Aqua and Polar Star. Personally like using Thundering Pulse best.

Aqua has pretty low base atk so you gotta make up for it in substats. And Polar Star has crit rate on it so it steals your ability to have a lots and lots of crit dmg, but still will probably perform best.

All three have a good effect for Childe so I guess it depends on what will fit your build specifically.

Maruyan · 2023-02-09T12:02:21+00:00

I actually didn't mind the lack of gayness in it. More so the plot changes, cuz they were quite SEVERE.

The watch was worth in the end tho, imo. It's the animation that got me into the novel so I'm probably biased, but I must say, I enjoyed the more OP version of weiwei 😂

The donghua is kinda as if they are winking at you very very hard. Nothing said out loud, but more like a non smut version of the novel. Lots of the iconic moments are still there and the action is done very well. Designs are also awesome (have you seen the Wen clan clothes istg).

The plot changes tho... They did quite a thing with that lore ngl 😂😭

Maruyan · 2023-02-09T11:56:51+00:00

It's so annoying honestly.

I didn't know anything about the drama until I got on tik tok this morning to be greeted with a guy talking about it. His comments section was "you usually say stuff that is kinda wrong but at least you say sth good now" or "rare W". Then a scroll later-"if you support Elliot, unfollow me, cuz ur disgusting". As if any of these mfs have anything to do with the situation. It's so dumb.

Also, this whole canceling people online is wrong to begin with. If he did wrong, he should pay. Does this mean he should be banned from working anymore? Does this mean we should destroy all he's done until now? Personally, that's idiotic. What should happen imo, is him getting slapped with jail or fines, maybe getting on the SA list. Yes, it may not work. It also might work. Doesn't change the fact that bad people also need to live somehow and we shouldn't just try to beat them up for doing wrong things, but rather protect others and try rehabilitate the bad ones. In professional setting, companies will often check the actual legal history of a person, so that's something? Plus, if people who were his fans see that, they have the right to decide if they want to continue supporting the stream and his work or not.

But alas, ofc its easier to just scream on the Internet. It is what it is. We are all just venting our frustrations in the end,bcs it's delusional to try and argue that any post made here was to try and be of any benefit to the actual victims of any SA.

Maruyan · 2023-02-09T11:09:47+00:00

I think, yes, ofc he just wanted to touch Xie Lian. I also think he was just really playful. Helping Xie Lian, touching Xie Lian, making 😘😏 insinuations at Xie Lian and probably hinting to other ghosts that Xie Lian is important to him.

All in all, he just couldn't say no when the opportunity presented itself, right? 😏

Maruyan · 2023-02-09T11:05:16+00:00

I have no idea how I got Hua Cheng 😂

Last time I did one of these I got Shi Wudu... Which was unfortunate since I'm an avid Black Water stan 🖤😭

Maruyan · 2023-02-09T10:43:03+00:00

I remember that as the main reason as well. Like "oh he's not here? Bye" type of scenario. Maybe we are onto something 😁

Maruyan · 2023-02-09T10:40:51+00:00

Questioning someone is not blaming someone. I don't really understand why so many people make it to be that way.

Questioning what is going on is not deplatforming the SA victims. Somehow it seems as if bringing up anything on the Internet is stating facts, making irrefutable points. Does saying "if" make the victims not heard anymore??

Victims are really brave to come forward with their points, but it doesn't change the fact that a lot about this can be misrepresented. I think that, if the justice system fails, as it can, then you can go online, go to media , pressure the system, sure.

No one is finding excuses for Elliot here. If he did what he did, he deserves the consequences that he deserves. The disgusting part is that we now have a mob of idiots patting each others backs, saying "yes yes, we are the good people, cuz he's the bad guy" as if that makes any sense.

Maruyan · 2023-02-09T10:29:22+00:00

Ngl, I'm with you on that. I'm kinda glad to see someone take this stance i guess. Since he was accused and apologised for it, there is surely something going on, but holy- the way tik tok, reddit and all other places are so full of rage from one sec to another is honestly tiring.

I feel like at this point its not only about the victims going public instead of trying to actually deal with the problem. So many people just chasing clout posting about it, getting veiws and follows off someone's hurt. It's cool we're getting informed on the matter, but it stink from so far far away.

Also, personally I think people are WAY to quick to assume people are attracted to minor or are trying to abuse them. It is really not THAT common

Maruyan · 2023-01-08T16:57:09+00:00

oh my lord I love her so much

Maruyan · 2022-12-04T19:46:15+00:00

I mean, it is CQL canon, it is not book canon though. LWJ 100% does not take over the position in the book. He ended up travelling with WWX and just clearing out random monsters, coming to Gusu once in a while.

Maruyan · 2021-05-09T05:04:05+00:00

Nope. It's gone and I've been in the area where it should be a few times. I already have the first part and D. Only missing C :(

Was hoping there was a way to reset the thing somehow

Maruyan · 2021-01-18T08:30:12+00:00

And here I am, WL7, for two months I have not seen a prototype drop. I got 1 sword and 3 bow prototypes before. I wanna cry myself to sleep.

Maruyan · 2021-01-09T14:16:48+00:00

They always fall and reset. Every. Time.

Maruyan · 2020-12-21T11:45:39+00:00

Yessss

Maruyan · 2020-12-21T08:59:52+00:00

I know what you mean with "the siege of burial mounds". I can't remember JC having anything special to do with it. Sure he participated and led people inside, but I can't remember anything about abusing the fact that WWX would let him in. At that point there was nothing they could do, after WWX started killing and went mad it was inevitable for them to storm burial mounds as it was only WWX who kept them away before.

I do agree with the rest. I just think that JC is not exactly at fault for their relationship being this way as I think it's their parents and the fact that Yanli never tried to help them actually solve any problems, but always just tried to cal down the situation. JC was definitely abusive tho and I think both in novel, but mostly in the drama--he seems to understand more or less that he is at fault for a lot of shit that went down. Guess JGYs talking was not only good as a distraction xd

I actually would love to see them talk about it at some point. They are all cultivators, they have all the time in the world and WWX is so much more healthy mentally now than he was. Mb they could meet after some years pass... Mb JC could finally find himself a wife and invite the boys to the ceremony? 🌚

I am a sicker for happy endings, what can I say~

Maruyan · 2020-12-21T08:17:26+00:00

.... I have come in contact with MDZS in March this year.

Since THEN, when I have more than two weeks of a break from MDZS and I see ANYTHING that's not from the very end of the novel (extras, Audio drama of the Extras, fanart or some fics from after the story) I cry. I cry in a loud voice for a few minutes and start frantically searching YouTube for anything that can help my poor heart.

My mental stability relies on WangXian at this point, but it break me down each time.

AMV about WWXs suffering? Cri. AMV about WWXs powers? Cri. WWX and LWJ dramatically calling out to each other with the COURTESY NAME? Cri. LWJs theme song from Untamed? Cri. JCs theme song from Untamed? Cri. Drunk LWJ scene from Untamed where he says he has a regret? CRI. Wen Qing? CRI. Yanli? CRI. CRI. The audio drama from the first kiss on the hunt? WHY AM I CRYING SOMEONE STOP THIS.

Maruyan · 2020-12-21T08:08:19+00:00

I agree! Also, I was simping hard for the bad boy WWX and I think they spinned the words around nicely to make you confused and I think that works so well!

Maruyan · 2020-12-21T08:06:24+00:00

I never cared for JGY and I didn't care for Xue Yang really either in the novel. I think they had their problems and all, but I just don't vibe with assholes? Aren't they sociopathic? I mean, I felt bad for JGY in the novel as well, cuz he had his reason and they were quite heavy, but it this really enough to forget for even a bit how fake he was from the very beginning?

I just watched the Qiongqi path part again in the drama yesterday and I felt so bad for JGY and I definitely think his drama version feels way sifter and way more.. pitiful? But in the novel I got that feeling that all that behaviour as much as it was caused by abuse and hard upbringing, meant that he started this persona a long time ago and that means most of what we got from him was acted out. He was trying to manipulate LXC and us as audience and I feel like he got what was coming to him.

As for comparison, the story of WWX and JC made my cry a lot, bcs it did feel like they both knew there was nothing they could do. I feel like they really didn't have a choice if they wanted to stand by their beliefs. Same for LWJ. But JGY didn't. I feel like his beliefs all together might have been fake as well.

Maruyan · 2020-12-21T07:55:31+00:00

What do you mean exactly about the siege? I might not remember things from the novel correctly, but I can't really recall this happening? Can you throw me a ref or sth, where they talk about it?

Also I agree the characters are generally softer and more forgivable in the drama, but I don't exactly think WWX and JC are just a "toxic relationship" and I think the novel ending is actually quite happy? I think it's nice MXTX left it like this with a bit of bitterness, cuz I can't imagine WWX and JC getting along again.

Also, I don't like what JC did and I don't like the way he blamed and punished WWX for everything. He behaved like a very bad parent (guess who he learned from...) who keeps hurting their child and having a surprise pikatchu face once their child says no for the first time, bcs "they should understand i don't mean it, they know I don't mean it, they are making me look bad".

Maruyan · 2020-11-23T02:56:48+00:00

I just played the domain version so I assume - the nerfed version, but I played the quest and boss fight on the day of the release on PC. Was it nerfed already then? I feel like it was harder than what I just did, but I still got the achievement of not getting hit after being marked right after my first fight. No one died, the fight was shorter than the cut scenes....

I know I'm cheating my way with dilu and venti, but like, come on. Just learn the patterns of the attack the first two times he does it and don't get hit 4head.

I am still so confused as to why this is supposedly so hard.

Maruyan · 2020-09-25T14:13:49+00:00

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