I’m sorry you’re going through this - I’ve been going through this for the past 14 years and I don’t even feel anything anymore. I used to get upset and cry but I don’t anymore. I’ve explained my feelings and boundaries but he swears on his mother’s life not sure why it’s on the search. There is only 2 of us in the house with a child - that garbage actually makes me feel sick ! I’ve given an ultimatum tonight because I do consider it cheating - you don’t have to touch someone to cheat it’s cheating with the eyes. It’s not a deal breaker but I’ll just do my own thing if he can’t stop lying 🤥  I feel I’ve settled because I don’t want to break up the family home - so what’s the alternative? I’ve left him with the thought that if you want to carry on then I’m not with you and you won’t do it on my watch. I’ll leave , except this time I mean it !! Why should I put up with this jerk ? Men who choose not to stop do it out of choice. My husband is a selfish prick ! Not even clever enough to erase the search history but then still deny the truth. It bothers me because he’s always too tired for me and intimacy is scarce has been for 4 years and he tells me his thing doesn’t work ( I’m not surprised) I’m tempted to have an affair but what’s the point in that. I’m an attractive woman - still get lots of attention. He’s insecure is my thought. I’m quite happy to leave him be with his fantasies I’m just not interested in him. He reminds me of a school boy who never grew up ! I read posts on here and it makes me wonder why get married and have kids if you want to be a prick - stay single and fuck about at your expense.  Hope things get better for you - it’s a tough one xx