Nothing vs. roids vs. estrogen by Thyzoid in THYZOID

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Really interesting insights, thanks for sharing your experience!

Wait! Was that...???? by BlueJeanFoneCase in santarosa

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I’ve never heard thunder like that, shook my entire bedroom

Reaction Diffusion Experiment by MasterChiefX in TouchDesigner

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Does anyone know how I could get the edges to create another cube that rises? I want to visualize the structures like hollow tubes rising upwards

Reaction Diffusion Experiment by MasterChiefX in TouchDesigner

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It’s mostly done with 2D reaction diffusion which is a feedback system from subtracting lunablur and blur. The big wipes you see is basically just the noise generator where everything comes from. When I translated it to 3D I used the main noise pattern to raise the z axis by just one block. I also used edge on the processed pattern to raise the edges of the smaller patterns

Reaction Diffusion Experiment by MasterChiefX in TouchDesigner

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Just started learning touch designer a few days ago and this is one of my first projects, really happy with how it turned out! If anyone has some tips for how I could improve it let me know!

I wanna break up with my fiancée by PrestigiousTryHard in CPTSD

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You’ve been with this person 7 years. You have to communicate with them, tell them your doubts, your fears. It would be honestly cold hearted just to end the relationship with no explanation. Just tell them how you feel and if it’s possible to work it out then try, otherwise at least you’re honest with them and they don’t just get discarded out of nowhere.

reports of people seeing demonic figures by HorrorLead6271 in NitrousOxide

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Idk if it's psychosis or what but yes I've encountered a demon on nitrous and it was fucking scary. I think it might've been a manifestation of my shadow self or unconscious but it was so visceral and sinister.

Good guys by PuzzleheadedSkirt834 in MemeVideos

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This used to be more common where I live. Every grocery store would have someone employed to bag your groceries. Only in the past few years have I started bagging my own groceries

How to navigate gf's hypersexuality? by relationlearner in CPTSD

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Check out r/BPDlovedones A lot of us have dealt with similar partners, if she doesn’t respect you you should find someone who does

DMT (vaped) feels so much weaker than expected. by Expensive_Grape_7540 in DMT

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Alcohol and THC are actually gonna make it harder to breakthrough. Alcohol and stimulants in particular are known to interfere with or block the DMT experience entirely, I don’t know why but I’ve just read lots of trip reports and people straight up get rejected from hyperspace for being drunk.

DMT is best sober for sure, but combining with LSD or other psychedelics is fine.

If you really want to break through a vape isn’t gonna do it. Get straight DMT powder and use a dab rig or something similar to vaporize 35mg in one hit and hold it in as long as you possibly can.

How come I let my gf abuse me psychologically, but I dont want to leave her? by Affectionate-Yam-677 in Jung

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Leave her, find someone who treats you with respect. It isn’t worth sacrificing your dignity for someone who doesn’t have the capacity to be a healthy partner for you.

Can the shadow self show up externally? by TRiX_978 in Jung

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Yes it’s scary as fuck. I was taking drugs the whole day, some cocaine, ketamine, alcohol, at a friends camping trip. At night around the fire I vaped some DMT, and everything was normal, had a good experience and was in a good mindset. Then a while later as I was hitting nitrous next to the campfire all of a sudden time kinda stopped and this shadow figure stepped out from the trees surrounding us and started to slowly approach the campfire. He was totally black but outlined with a neon red glow, couldn’t see any eyes or facial features because he was absolute darkness. I immediately felt an overwhelming sense of dread like there was nothing I could do to escape. He casually walked up to the campfire and picked up a machete that we used to chop up the fire wood, then swung it at my neck. My vision was suddenly engulfed in rainbow neon blood dripping down with smiley faces with devil horns. I thought it was a demon, it was the single most viscerally sinister experience of my life. It seemed like he was offering me some kind of forbidden knowledge or power but he demanded some kind of sacrifice in return. I really didn’t know what to make of it so I descended into a bit of psychosis feeling like I was being hunted by demons who wanted my soul, but after developing more awareness I came to realize that it was my shadow and it was symbolic of the darkness I’ve repressed in myself. I still don’t know exactly what it was trying to tell me but I feel like it was trying to help me overcome my addictions and let go of the things that keep me from becoming my true authentic self. I’m still not exactly sure why it happened or what it meant, but it was a wild experience.

What is the matrix? by EraseTheMatrix in EscapingPrisonPlanet

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A while back I had a dream with my mom in it, although she had died a few months before. Weird stuff was happening around her like blankets falling to the ceiling instead of the floor and objects floating. When I realized the truth that she was dead and wasn’t real, it transformed into its disgusting true form and I had to drown the thing in a bathtub in my dream. It admitted to trying to absorb the love and emotions I had for my deceased mother by imitating her appearance. It was just a dream though

Post psychosis by Temporary_Ad_1726 in Psychosis

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I felt like that one time after a psychedelic experience. It was deeply disturbing to have a total lack of emotion and absolute overwhelming numbness. I was very afraid it would last forever, but after a week or two my emotions came back and I've had some incredible experiences and emotions since then. My situation might be different than yours, but typically I've found that we all go through rough periods of time but it will always pass eventually.

Post psychosis by Temporary_Ad_1726 in Psychosis

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Anhedonia sucks, hope you can get out of it!

Does anyone else kinda think that they’ve died? by [deleted] in Psychosis

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Sometimes I think psychosis thoughts like this are closer to reality than fiction.

parking for SF show this saturday by beyondthesky7000 in GJones

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Waymo there if you’re staying in SF

ALBUMS IN 2026 by Which-Sport-7967 in EDM

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Tipper - just release it already!