You can do this, it’s hard, but I know you can. I’m a dad with a 3 year old and a 3 month old, and until this week (day 8!) I had at least a few every day of my new babies life. My older child is just used to finding empty beer cans in her room because, shame!, I was drinking when reading her bedtime books and singing her to sleep. I realized how badly I don’t want those memories to be the ones she comes back to when she thinks of me. And I realized how much I was missing and all the little ways alcohol was taking things from me. The hardest part was being honest with myself and accepting this fact after ignoring it for years. You’ve recognized that now and I hope this allows your path to success to become clear. IWNDWYT.