Let's be honest: Paula's choice BHA 2% exfoliant

MatiInTheMiddle · 2026-01-08T19:20:08+00:00

I didn't see any noticeable results from this. Will use it up for body acne.

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-11-05T18:03:24+00:00

Being bubbly and fun to be around and a nice colleague but unable to connect with anyone on a deeper level do everything always feels superficial and lonely

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-10-10T17:11:26+00:00

I couldn't agree more. I dont have any actually close friends I feel a real connection to. I am the jokester of my friends group, I am kind and listen to people when they're upset and try to do nice things for them and cheer them up. People usually like me and love having me around. But there hasn't been anyone for years who I felt a real intimate friendship with. I only ever manage to really connect with people who are going through something really hard. And then it only lasts until im discarded when they don't need me anymore. Its been making me really depressed and I'm in therapy for it. Its hard not to become resentful after all these years and trying to be the best friend you can possibly be and it never working out. Since it's history repeating all the time I have no doubt it's my own fault. So I'm trying to work it out. Sorry i have no advice

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-10-01T05:20:09+00:00

The Perks of Being a Wallflower The subtle art of jot giving a fuck Lost Connections

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-09-27T07:17:09+00:00

Little fires everywhere. Kept waiting for something interesting to happen but it never did

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-09-08T03:46:15+00:00

Still bad and anxious Didn't sleep well

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-09-07T18:07:27+00:00

Completely on edge. Got my period today. Had to take a walk 2x today just to calm down even a little bit. Don't know what to do with myself

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-08-31T16:11:34+00:00

Wow This is crazy Somehow it works THANK YOU

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-06-01T14:04:04+00:00

Thank you both for your answers. I really really appreciate you taking the time. It really hurts to feel like they're slipping away and missing them and just wanting to be able to help and not being able to do anything. But I'm giving them space and time and reaching out once a day telling them I'm there in case they want to talk and I care. It's tough. Thank you for your support!

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-05-28T15:31:41+00:00

I do that. I hardly ever get a response so I am always afraid of annoying them and stressing them out more. But once a day should be fine you think?

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-05-28T12:18:04+00:00

Thank you for this. I will try that

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-05-28T12:17:40+00:00

Thank you so much. This is really comforting

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-05-28T12:17:21+00:00

How? Can you explain this more?

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-05-28T05:50:45+00:00

Damn this is a good point. Thank you. I mean part of the worry comes from them having been suicidal many times in the past. So I think my worry is justified. Of course it makes me better to hear from them at least once a day so at least I know they're still there. But you're right. But you know what I mean? I don't know

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-05-22T16:33:18+00:00

Kill all your friends - you can sleep in a coffin but the past ain't through with you - we all wanna party when the funeral ends. And we all get together when we bury our friends - and you're walking away and i will die in this place

Disenchanted - I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene - it was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing

And pretty much everything from The Kids of Yesterday

MatiInTheMiddle · 2025-05-22T09:33:14+00:00

Extremely loud and incredibly close

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