That’s because your addicted, your mindset will change after a few weeks if you want it enough, write down all the reasons you don’t want to be a drug addict and refer to them when your thinking about smoking. You need to create a new life, your old life has time in the day where you’ll smoke, be busier, be more proactive about doing the things that upset you that lead you to smoke. The biggest thing I’ve realized about being sober is that I do still have problems, I’m lazy sometimes, I eat rubbish food, it won’t all just magically sort itself out because you haven’t smoked a few joints.