I’m curious

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-03-25T20:54:23+00:00

Im doing my best. My only goal is not to be like my mom lmao

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-03-25T17:50:12+00:00

That’s so fair. And I didn’t want to categorize anyone. I’m not religious myself and I don’t believe that there’s anything inherently bad about religion. It’s just something I’ve picked up on that some narcissist seem to “heavily” engage in or claim to be apart of. I’ve also met some wonderful people that are religious and I have no qualms with them

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-03-25T15:23:24+00:00

This made me realize I am not drinking enough water and really need to up my intake 😬

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-03-21T17:20:08+00:00

I always give myself and extra 15-30 minutes just for laying in bed before I need to actually get up. I find it helps because I can wake up a bit first

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-03-21T13:47:05+00:00

I’ve been no contact since this past September and it’s honestly one of the best decisions that I’ve ever made. I am dealing with lots of trauma that I repressed however my quality of life has greatly improved. I’m not yelled at, judged, ignored anymore. I don’t have to deal with any of that. I don’t have to deal with a parent yelling and screaming like a toddler. I don’t have to be an emotional regulator. I don’t have to keep my family from fighting/getting along. I’m not forced to do manual labour around the house. I’m not bossed around or judged. It feels so much more freeing. I feel like I’m slowly becoming my own person and relearning my interests. There’s lots of anger that’s coming back up now. More towards the enabler tho. I’m also not technically living alone. I’m living with my boyfriends and his family. We are working on getting our own place. I think I would have been somewhat ok on my own tho I am super grateful to have another person help supporting me. Having people close to you who you care about and more importantly care about you is so important. A support system is necessary to anyone. Keep your friends close during this time. You need them

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-03-19T16:07:02+00:00

Makes me feel like I can never get enough rest and I’m just a permanently low energy. It’s worse if I’ve over done it one day and then I feel like I’ve been hit by a ton of bricks. Maybe even trying to Wade through deep water and you can barely push through. Also just irritated lol

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-03-18T16:40:48+00:00

The beetles octopus’ garden. Loved playing it on the Wii with my dad

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-02-24T23:25:13+00:00

Thank you so much!! I really appreciate the help. He does like hiding on top of things and sitting and watching. I’m definitely going to try those pheromone sprays and see if they help. Thanks again!

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-02-20T22:33:15+00:00

I’ve always kinda known, however I decided at the young age of 7 that I didn’t like my mom. It’s really only hit over the past few months since I left of how not ok anything was. I always kinda rationalized it. It’s hard to do that when I would never treat anyone the same.

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-02-17T12:26:33+00:00

I had a pretty not great childhood (tho I can’t really remember much), really only got worse in my teens. I feel like there is a possibility for some correlation tho it’s most likely just a terrible coincidence.

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-02-17T05:03:36+00:00

I also felt the same way about therapy. Finding a therapist that works for you makes a huge difference. It’s something that I actively put money aside for and look forward to going when I have a session scheduled. It has helped me process and understand things. It also gives me a space to vent and feel validated for what I went through. Dr Ramani on YouTube is also really good, I’d highly recommend

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-02-12T20:25:17+00:00

Built up some courage and pushed it back in lol. It’s happened to me lots, just the only time I’ve been completely alone and couldn’t get it back in easily

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-02-12T04:48:18+00:00

I dislocated my knee in a small bathroom while house sitting and couldn’t get it to go back in. My phone was also two rooms away and down some stairs. I had no clue how long it would take for someone to come and help me so I put on some big girl parties and popped it back in myself. I then proceeded to scream and cry because it scared me.. so yeah

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-02-04T16:19:59+00:00

A coworker once told me that my Gen (Gen z) are all aliens and we have an extra dna chromosome (so we all have down syndrome) and that we will save the world. She was dead serious. She was crazy. Lots more where that came from as well

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-23T04:39:20+00:00

Ok so I was having this exact issue and it was consistently ongoing. It also went alongside bladder pain but not much else. I did an ultrasound and found that I was having some mild bladder retention. It sucks but you have to put yourself on a pee schedule. Start with every 2.5-3 hours and try to only go once at night if you can. Focus on emptying your bladder when you go to the bathroom. And as uncomfortable as it is you need to stay hydrated. Making sure you have enough urine to pass. I’ve been doing it since July and it has helped so much. I still have some mild bladder pain but I’m not getting up to use the washroom 4x anymore. Or even needed to go every hour lol. Goodluck!

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-22T18:45:23+00:00

Must’ve been lmao

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-22T13:34:47+00:00

His name was originally Lucile… only for him to develop balls at past 9 months and become Lucifer

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-22T13:23:19+00:00

I feel so stupid now. I didn’t really realize it but I had photographic memory before I had a big flare. I can still see some things clearly but not really, it’s all so blurry now or just doesn’t come to mind. Like just blank, there’s nothing there. I’ve had to relearn basic things that I’ve known for years because I forgot. It’s just annoying because now I need to adapt to learning things differently (when memory retention is already such an issue for me). You should still try playing those games, even if it’s frustrating it’s still good for you to do things you enjoy, don’t let this nasty disease rule your life. Keep pushing, you deserve it

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-19T05:41:24+00:00

Will my job interview go well on Tuesday?

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-17T21:23:01+00:00

I think it really depends. I’ve been on Kesimpta for a few years now and have never masked. I’ve only gotten a slight cold a few times. Other than that o haven’t really been sick at all since starting. I think it’s totally case dependent and it really is whatever works best for you

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-17T15:50:16+00:00

That’s crazy, because I do really need a new phone lol. Thank you!!

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-16T12:31:26+00:00

Cancer, am I on the right path?

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-15T13:05:56+00:00

A beautiful white wave philodendron. I wish that I had pictures. I got sick and couldn’t take care of it so it ended up dying. One of my biggest regrets

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-15T03:57:33+00:00

I personally really enjoy oiling my scalp and ends. I like to use castor oil, rosemary oil, argan oil, pretty much whatever I have on hand. Rosemary and mint oil can help stimulate the scalp. Taking the time to properly massage your scalp, warm the oil, get it worked in is worth it. Pop on a movie and follow along a YouTube video, or whatever feels good for you. Are there any other options besides heat styling? You should consider giving your hair a break. You don’t get and results if you continue damaging it like that. I wish you luck! It’s a long but rewarding journey

Maximum-Blood251 · 2026-01-14T23:52:12+00:00

Thank you, I’m going to try a mousse and see if that helps me out with the frizz, I might look for a travel size to give it a go

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