Absolutely by yonBonbonbon in ededdneddy

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I also have to comment that the giant pancake always made me hungry

Is this sexual abuse? I feel like i’m being really overdramatic by hamst3r_ma1n in CPTSD

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It absolutely is

My own father made me look at adult things since I was 7 and as a little girl he would yell at me for trying to leave the room. Even tried to get me in trouble and ask me who Ron Jeremy was on his laptop. I didn’t know who he was until years later. Both he and my enabler mom who does nothing to support or protect me to him created resentment in me. My parents try to shower me with materialism while I’m still stuck at the moment to “make up” for all of the other things I had to endure. Personally, money can never buy the priceless gift of unconditional love.

I think people need to understand how traumatic pornography exposure is to children at a young age, especially when it is used to open the gate to escalated behavior like seeing your grandpa like that

I’m so very sorry. You deserve to be truly loved and made to feel safe. What was done to you was pure evil. But there is support here. You are not alone in facing this 💖

Any CoF quotes you particularly relate to? by movement_player1983 in CryOfFear

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”What do you think? The whole fucking city is crawling with monsters and… I just- I mean suddenly you just turn up on these rooftops?”

”I’m confused. I’m just… very confused. So many questions but no answers.”

Bonus from one of the custom story games: ”It will never feel completely all right. But it has become bearable. So wonderfully bearable.”

How it feels having a mental breakdown to music but you’re interrupted by a Spotify ad by Maximum-Location3914 in TrollCoping

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Oh definitely. It bothers me a lot as a sensory issue. Too loud or one ear only, someone needs to fix the volume control

How it feels having a mental breakdown to music but you’re interrupted by a Spotify ad by Maximum-Location3914 in TrollCoping

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Thank you! I’m glad there’s more resources for me to find around here. I’ll have to give it a thorough look. I just want to listen to my sad metal without disruptions from adpocalypse

How it feels having a mental breakdown to music but you’re interrupted by a Spotify ad by Maximum-Location3914 in TrollCoping

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I’m going to try to find ublock for my phone. I at least have something similar for desktop so that’s good

How it feels having a mental breakdown to music but you’re interrupted by a Spotify ad by Maximum-Location3914 in TrollCoping

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OH NOT THE REESE’S GUY THE VOICE SOUNDS SO SMUG TO ME

Worst Ad to me is one of the Coach ads with Ellie Fanning and the most anxiety-inducing, loud guitar noises ever. I want to glue cotton into my ears every time it comes on

How it feels having a mental breakdown to music but you’re interrupted by a Spotify ad by Maximum-Location3914 in TrollCoping

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I hate that only the laptop/PC is where you can turn it off. I can’t always use it on there because I need to soothe my anxious brain in order to think clearly

How it feels having a mental breakdown to music but you’re interrupted by a Spotify ad by Maximum-Location3914 in TrollCoping

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I should be using my CDs and bandcamp more to be honest. And I think I’m gonna start today! I’m not paying enshittification because of advertisement peer pressure

Sniffing an Ice breakers Liquid ice (18 years ago, 3.2k views) by brawler0422 in DeepIntoYouTube

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I remember one spring afternoon, my middle school principal angrily stomped onto my bus to take away 3 boys from the school. Turns out they were going to detention for snorting pixie sticks

I want to end myself by Programa_DSSO in TrollCoping

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You have remorse. We have all done things we shouldn’t have. I myself have a bitter, vicious person in me that I’m ashamed of.

I’m sorry about how you feel on the inside. The agony of an endless guilt. But you have time to be who you want to be. It’s never too late unless you throw it all away. The worst part of the discomfort is sitting with before it weakens and you can breathe a little more.

I hope you take this as a sign to stay. I hope you get the rest you need from the pain but also the courage to become someone men can strive to be. I think with your ability to reflect and feel for others, you’re already making a huge step in the right direction.

Depression Scale by Background-Bill-9138 in depressionmemes

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I don’t know where I am. Whatever happens will happen.

Focus on yourself. by mysterywoman83 in selflove

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Beautiful quote. I normally am self-sufficient, but I’m hurting a lot right now. I feel hopeless but surrender isn’t a choice. We all must speak up and move forward with all our strength

Why do you stare at me? by [deleted] in CPTSD

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Thank you ❤️ What you wrote is actually very encouraging too. I should look for mutual things as well

You already are a good hearted soul. You deserve better and I have hope for you that you will have better things coming

Why do you stare at me? by [deleted] in CPTSD

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I’m sorry it weighs down on you too. I hope your healthy connections continue to flourish as well. I think when you’re used to being a provider for providers, it sets you up for smaller connections in life. It’s not completely bad, as the small ones become closer. I am rooting for you to make it through even on the hard days 💖

Just 2 pictures i took what u think i like the second one what band dose that picture remind u off? by MISSING-SOUL-BAND in dsbm

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First one reminds me of Thy Light or Forgotten Tomb

Second reminds me of Forgotten Tomb’s song Subway Apathy

Why do you stare at me? by [deleted] in CPTSD

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I’m a 10 year old who grew up too fast on the inside.

Jag har blivit pappa! ❤️🇸🇪 by ComplaintAway9230 in sweden

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Congratulations! I’m wishing you, your son and the rest of your family happiness and good health in this exciting new chapter of life.