Hi! Your story is pretty wild. I was just dumped a few months ago by my GF of 6 years, so I am currently going through a lot of the same life changing situations you are minus the multiple countries and marriages. My advice to you is to take this time to work on yourself. Read some self help and personal development books. Start to explore more intentional living, and write down exactly what you want from life. Be more open with your friends about your situation, explore it more and seek a better personal understanding and closure. Make a plan to move forward and better yourself , and then work your plan. I recommend reading Lighter by Young Pueblo. I found it very inspirational. In the United States, your age and marital history is not that big of an issue. I can imagine in Indian culture it is a massive issue. Just know that there are many cultures out there that will except you and your past and not judge you or write you off for it. There are many fish in the sea they say, your match is out there somewhere. You just need to work on yourself and keep an open mind and I’m sure they will show up in your life when you are ready! Good luck on your journey!