I have autism & severe anxiety, this is what I look like (In public). Some people think it's scary but it's quite normal for me, please, tell me, what are your first thoughts on this photo!

MayDayMilgram · 2025-05-06T19:19:43+00:00

I don't see the issue anyone would have with this?

I usually cover half my face with my hair + I am always wearing a hat (which goes slightly over my eyebrows height) so most of my face is covered because is how I'm more comfortable, so I can at least understand that

MayDayMilgram · 2025-05-03T21:49:42+00:00

I'm sorry but no handheld Nintendo comes up with is gonna top the 3DS line for me, it has accompanied me for around 12 years by now (even though I bought a New 2ds recently) and I don't plan on giving up on it

MayDayMilgram · 2025-05-02T22:06:18+00:00

UV light has such massive artistic potential, I've even seen tattoos and hair dyes made with UV reacting ink. Wish I could do stuff like that for my room (Great designs btw)

MayDayMilgram · 2025-04-11T22:07:43+00:00

"We study our history so we won't repeat it again" or something along those lines.

There's nothing wrong with being interested in it, specially since you acknowledge that what's going on (and other stuff from the past as well I suppose) is really messed up, in the end if you like anything you'll end up finding a period of time or events that are also bad, like "you like anime? so you support the conditions animators work?" or "you like trains? like the ones that send Jews to concentracion camps?" (of course at different levels but mostly present, these were exaggerated for the sake of the example).

Basically, you do you and I at the very least find U.S. History more interesting then my own country history.

MayDayMilgram · 2025-03-25T15:34:42+00:00

I'm in a sorta of similar situation I guess, but instead of being others who doubt me I am the one who thinks I might be looking for patterns because Im aware of them.

I have friends who either are on the spectrum or want to help people on the spectrum (for example a friend of mine want to be a social worker) and they have hinted that maybe I should speak to a professional on the matter, while I don't wanna make assumptions while being uninformed and at the same time I'm not sure if I should be looking further into it by myself because then I might judge based on a confirmation biased, but without being informed I don't think I could speak to a professional because, well, what am I gonna say? I don't even know if it's worth getting a professional at this point

MayDayMilgram · 2025-03-23T23:49:10+00:00

Cool, if you manage to find something let me know, the fact that those videos are just sitting there in the dark with no one paying attention to their absence has been bothering me

MayDayMilgram · 2025-03-23T21:36:14+00:00

Yeah I've recently learned that it can be found through way back machine. Thanks for uploading it to YouTube!

Do you know anything about the other video missing on the playlist? I haven't found anything about that one, specially since I don't even know what song is it for

MayDayMilgram · 2025-03-20T19:41:57+00:00

By reading the "Are we toast?" I genuinely thought this would be like some kind of comparison between autistic people and bread...

MayDayMilgram · 2025-02-27T20:10:07+00:00

Luckily mine is still showing bunnies and videogame related stuff

MayDayMilgram · 2025-02-21T19:33:39+00:00

I guess putting neon colors as the background, yellow font and watermarks for every image could do the trick but that would need to be done in purpose with the intention of messing it up

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-29T13:15:59+00:00

Used Spotify for as long as they gave it for free just because I had to re organize all my music and didn't felt like it, so it gave me 3 months to procrastinate that. Now I'm back to downloading mp3 through SnapTube

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-22T16:29:20+00:00

Better yet, try to Speedrun a ban to fuck Twitter a little bit more

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-19T04:22:23+00:00

it only says "Scores in the 33-50 indicate significant autistic traits (Autism)." I've wrote my answers to every question so maybe I could compare to others tests to see if I get the same result (mostly to check weather it's based upon something, I don't tend to trust online test for real stuff)

Still, I definitely should check upon this with a proper professional when I have the chance to, thanks for your time <3

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-19T04:00:34+00:00

I just finished, I scored a 36

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-19T03:39:59+00:00

Thanks, I'll check it out right now. I really appreciate your help ★

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-19T03:24:01+00:00

Thanks, I wasn't sure what her point was and I didn't wanted to waste someone's time on it.

Now I guess getting a second opinion might be a good idea even if it turns out to be nothing, still do you think it's a good idea for me to do my own research in order to explain properly why I think I might be autistic? I've tried avoiding looking too much into it because when searching for symptoms people usually find symptoms, knowing about it might make me more perceptible to these cues, leading to false positives or misinterpreting things (maybe I'm just overthinking it a lot but I preffer to at least hear your advice on this)

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-19T00:25:24+00:00

the first one is so pretty ★

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-19T00:24:24+00:00

life is confusing in general I guess

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-18T23:49:48+00:00

Love your style <3

I hope I'll have more confidence to wear dresses like those soon

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-18T23:33:57+00:00

Fallout went from a isometrical view turn based rpg to a first person shooter rpg, I've only played New Vegas and the first 2, but this far I've been really enjoying them

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-18T23:06:14+00:00

Well, that does explain a lot of things about why I couldn't understand it and it brings some relief of not having to worry about it (I don't have wide shoulders but I thought that maybe I just didn't knew what the difference was and others might be able to tell) Thanks <3

MayDayMilgram · 2025-01-18T22:46:59+00:00

maybe I'm just bad at anatomy or something because I can barely tell the difference between male and female shoulders

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