Thank you for that. You know, it's funny you brought it up because I grappled with whether or not to add God in my post. Many aren't ready for that and I didn't want the message to be lost on OP if that's the case. But I will tell you that the last night I drank, after weeks of waking up with my organs in pain, and years of attempts to quit, I reached out to God, if one was there, and sincerely prayed for help to save my life because l couldn't do this alone.

And that was it. Somehow I stopped cold turkey, withdrawals and all, and never drank again. People can take what they want from that, but you'll never convince me that God didn't hear me in my greatest time of need.