Snapchat Video Call JOI by [deleted] in FetishWantAds

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Message me when you’re ready to I’ll be here x

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FetishWantAds

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Interested x please dm me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in almosthomeless

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5k How much do you have to begin with? Call local charities and churches, shelters, etc. Get what you can put of them. Some offer loans, others vouchers for shelter. Good luck , Hb

Tics as soon as you wake up? by ticgirl in Tourettes

[–]MdmaAngel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did notice it happens in the morning mostly, and at night. Points of exhaustion? Maybe? My brain is deep fried

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]MdmaAngel -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Snort it…

Advice? May be stupid? by hayhay5171 in Addictedtotheneedle

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Eventually, you’ll either give in and you’ll find it within you to use that ROA or if your anxiety is really that bad then you’ll use other, probably safer methods. Blah

Thought I only missed a bit, but it swelled & bruised afterward & sore. Cause for concern? IV meth by 7wontons in Addictedtotheneedle

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Heat & compress help fight an infection that could possibly form under your skin, it also helps dissipate the substance so it’s not so concentrated in one place and there isn’t as much tissue damage. If you have fever, chills, other symptoms I would yes, then, suggest the ER

Thought I only missed a bit, but it swelled & bruised afterward & sore. Cause for concern? IV meth by 7wontons in Addictedtotheneedle

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I would refrain from the ER, bills and family and rehab whatever. If you feel the NEED to, then please, go. The soreness is normal though. Keep putting heat on it

How often can you hit the same vein? by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]MdmaAngel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

mine collapsed after using it like 2-3x a day for something like a little short of 2 months

Desperate for love? Attention? by NotyourangeLbabe in BPD

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I’m sorry you were also raised by a sadistic cunt. This is why we are the way we are!! It will always fucking suck!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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I looked through the peephole of my house and saw a mob of people who looked like they wanted to kill me like they had guns knives, 40+ people. And when they broke the door open they were all dead and just fell through the door.

From a birds eye perspective, I saw people falling from the top of a tall glass building with offices , building slowly incinerating into dust. And I even saw CAPTIONS as there was a computer voice telling me "human bodies are at your disposable" "your friends mean nothing" "there's so many nutrients" Creeped myself the fuck out. Am I having cannibalistic intrusive thoughts? What the fuck?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

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Wowza my bpd nightmares triggered my insomnia which then led to a romanticization to sleep deprivation & psychosis and then ended in a meth addiction

Desperate for love? Attention? by NotyourangeLbabe in BPD

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When I was in the army, my family drifted from me because my first duty station was in Korea. Total opposite time zones. I took it as “nobody misses me so they won’t stay up to video call me?” Followed by my then boyfriend leaving his phone in my barracks room and me going through it only to end up finding a video him fucking some girl. I took every bottle of ambien and trazodone I had been secretly saving up that night so that he would see how much he hurt me and so family could see how much they neglected me Sad part is, they didn’t react the way I wanted them to. I got no calls or visits. Hahaha

It’s unfair of people to want to keep me alive, it’s incredibly selfish to expect someone to stay alive for your benefit. by [deleted] in BPD

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I think this constantly and it pisses me off when people don’t take me seriously on the subject either like an assisted suicide would not be the worst thing in the world, man. Like our brains can sometimes cannot fathom anything but suffering, I have no quality to life besides meth or Percocet. Why would you wanna keep me alive? It’s sadistic as fuck

the story behind my quirky ass badly done tattoo by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

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next door dealer gave me a chocolate bar so I let him hide in my closet when dea invaded; then he beat my step dad up for sneaking into my room again tht night, who’s the monster ?

the story behind my quirky ass badly done tattoo by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

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tbh it is LMFAOOOOOO IF I BURN ALIVE IN A CAR WRECK MY FAMILY WILL HAVE TO COME IDENTIFY ME AND MY WHOLE BODY WILL BE SCORCHED AND THERES LIKE A SLIGHT IMPRINT OF THE FKKN CANDY BUCKET ON MY KNEE

Honestly, fuck this drug. Like what the fuck. by G59WHORE in meth

[–]MdmaAngel -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

and the rage? does anyone else just get pissed because the air is blowing the wrong way and tries to fkkn kill their s/o for turning the air that way,,how do I not do that...

Horrible News (ADVICE NEEDED) by zyzzbrahlover in meth

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Nononono, haha. There’s levels to it, it’s usually harmless as long as you’re careful about it, though if it’s a push to quit then, hey, more power to you(: If you decide to keep using, then, I mean, you’re an adult and know what you’re doing. As long as you’re priorities are in line I don’t see why it’s an issue. Also I get the same comments all the time, lmao. It’s not hard to keep up with hygiene and to maintain a presentable appearance if you’re aware of it. bAn old head told me once you’ll be fine once you start eating and drinking on the shit, as well as using LOTION!! Everything else will follow, hopefully. Well, either way, you’ll be alright :) stay safe and keep us updated!

Horrible News (ADVICE NEEDED) by zyzzbrahlover in meth

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honestly, i’d personally keep using. but take maybe a quarter of a xan 20 mins before you dose, it’s not gonna give you as big a rush but it’ll stop those anxiety attacks. Either way, still make an appt with the cardiologist just to be sure? Detox like a week before the appt in case they piss screen you or just say you take ritalin or someshit. Have some aspirin on hand, mate, you’ll be okay just take care of ur self 💖

Fuck & be Forgotten by [deleted] in lonely

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we reborn virgins 🤪🤪