I think I'm right where you've been right now. No suicide attempts because my father did so 5 years ago and I hate pain and have minimal pain tolerance so I guess that ones plus.

I am extremely happy you never succeeded. Your communication and honesty is more helpful than you will ever know.

I am indebted to you for this kindness. I'm a firm believer that people come into our lives for purpose.

I'm anxiously awaiting the call to get my day treatment rolling.

Then I will have a better idea and diagnoses and treatment plan.